Make It Through Fall

You said one day it will work out
你说总有一天你会解决的
I guess I feel a little worse now
我想我现在觉得有点糟糕
Won't say you bet she won't come out
不会说你打赌她是否会出来
Okay I feel a little worse now
好吧，我现在感觉更糟糕了
Thought you were unattainable
以为你是高不可攀的
The whip just unsustainable
像鞭子样的感觉不会一直持续的
I barely made it through summer
我能勉强撑过这个夏天吧
These days our days are numbered
我们的日子屈指可数了
Winters cold and I am weak
我虚弱的处在这寒冷的冬天
But I won't call so we won't speak
我不会去找你也没有交谈
Cuz I don't care if you can't sleep
因为我不在乎你是否睡觉
And you don't care at all
反正你什么也不在乎了
Cuz I won't break and you won't bend
我不会崩溃，你也不会认输
Are you even trying to let me in
你甚至都没有想要我进来过吧
If you get high and I pretend to make it through a fall
如果你变得高高在上而我会假装从深渊中逃脱
Cuz I quit talking bout my old life
我也不会再与你谈论我的经历了
Left it in my dreams
把它留在我的梦里
Now everything is perfect
现在一切都很美好
I'm where I want to be
我可以去一切我想去的地方
Why does it always feel like the joke is still on me
但是为什么感觉上天一直在给我开玩笑
Got everything I wanted
得到我想要的一切
But nothing that I need
但是没有我需要的
You said one day it will work out
你说总有一台你会解决的
I hope one day you get let down
希望总有一天你会失望
To crash the car with no seat belt
就像在没系安全带的情况下被撞
See you know exactly how I felt
这样你懂我的感觉了吗
This cold the saddest to count memories
这算是最让我感觉心寒的回忆了
I hate the way that you see me
我讨厌你看带我的方式
Till 17 I won't confess
知道17岁我才坦白一切
I ****** up again
我又搞砸了一切
What I do best
我最擅长的是什么
You won't teach and I won't learn
你不会教我，我也不会去学
And you got nowhere else to turn
你也无处可去
So light this bridge and watch it burn
所以点燃这座桥，看着它燃烧
Like it was never there
就像它从未出现过
And find your next and I find mine
去找到你的下一任吧，我也去找到属于我的
I hear this happens all the time
我听说到这经常发生
Live your life and i'll be fine
过你的生活吧，我会没事的
I'll act like I don‘t care
我会表现得我一点儿也不在乎
Cuz I quit talking bout my old life
我也不会再与你谈论我的经历了
Left it in my dreams
把它留在我的梦里吧
Now everything is perfect
现在的一切都是那么的美好
I‘m where I want to be
我可以去任何我想去的地方
Why does it always feel like the joke is still on me
但是为什么感觉上天一直在给我开玩笑
Got everything I wanted
得到我想要的一切
But nothing that I need
但是都不是我需要的
Cuz I quit talking bout my old life
我也不会再与你谈论我的经历了
Left it in my dreams
把它留在我的梦里吧
Now everything is perfect
现在的一切都是那么美好
I’m where I want to be
我可以去任何我想去的地方
Why does it always feel like the joke is still on me
但是为什么感觉上天一直在给我开玩笑
Got everything I wanted
得到我想要的一切
But nothing that I need
但都不是我需要的
It’s whatever...
无所谓
I mean, honestly the way you feel about music is the way i feel about alcohol...
我的意思是说实话，你对音乐的感觉就像是我对酒精的感觉...（令人上瘾）