Nothing Gets Crossed Out

Well, the future's got me worried，
是的，未来种种
Such awful thoughts，
已经让我焦头烂额
My head's a carousel of pictures，
脑中的图像不停重播
The spinning never stops，
如同旋转木马
I just want someone to walk in front，
只想谁能主动向前
And I'll follow the leader，
好让我有个目标
Like when I fell under the weight，
就像我抑制不住
Of a schoolboy crush，
学生时期的悸动
Started carrying her books，
开始为她搬书
And doing lots of drugs，
也为她上瘾
I almost forgot who I was
我几乎要迷失自我
But came to my senses，
却又恍然清醒
Now I'm trying to be assertive，
于是我开始坚定信心
I'm making plans，Wanna rise to the occasion
开始制定目标，开始努力向前
Yeah, meet all their demands，
不辜负所有人的期望
But all I do is just lay in bed，
但我还只是躺在被窝里
And hide under the covers，
躲在书页下
Yeah, I know，
是的，我知道
I should be brave，
我理应勇敢面对
But I'm just too afraid，
但是我害怕
Of all this change，
害怕接受任何改变
And it's too hard to focus，
背负着外界的种种怀疑
Through all this doubt，
更是让我难以专心
I keep making this ‘To Do' list，
要做的事情已经列好
But nothing gets crossed out，
却没有一条划去
Working on the record seems pointless now，
记录开始变得毫无意义
When the world ends, who's gonna hear it?
当一切结束，谁又会去理睬过程？
Well, I'm trying to take some comfort，
好吧，我试着从字里行间
In written words，
寻找宽慰
Yeah, Tim,
嘿Tim
I heard your album，
我听了你的专辑
It's better than good，
很是喜欢
When you get off tour
当你开始巡回
,I think we should，
我们一定要
Hang and blackout together'，
玩到天昏地暗
Cause I've been feeling sentimental，
因为越是临近那个日子
For days gone by，
我越是伤感
All those summers singing, drinking，
回忆整个夏天
Laughing, wasting our time，
唱歌，啤酒，大笑，浪掷时光
Remember all those songs and the way we smiled，
地下室里的歌，我们的笑脸
In those basements made of music，
都定格在这音乐中
But now I've got to crawl
但是现在我需要拼尽全力
To get anywhere at all，
哪怕一无所获
I'm not as strong as，
哪怕我不够强大
I thought So when，
因此，当我
I'm lost in a crowd，
迷失于人群
I hope that you'll pick me out，
我希望你会为我引路
How I long to be found，
我多想被你注意
The grass grew high,
即使杂草丛生
I laid down，
即使深陷沼泽
Now I wait for a hand，
我多希望有一只手
To lift me up,
拉我一把
help me stand，
助我振作
I've been laying so low，
我实在懈怠了太久
Don't wanna lay here no more，
但我不想放弃
Don't wanna lay here no more，
我不甘再放弃
Don't wanna lay here no more，
我不敢再放弃
Don't wanna lay here no more，
我不能再放弃
No more,more
哪怕 希望渺茫
But if everything that happens，
但，当一切只是我的奢望
Is supposed to be，
一切都还是它该有的模样
And it's all predetermined，
也许它注定如此
Can't change your destiny，
但请不要停下脚步
I guess, I'll just keep moving, someday, maybe，
也许
I'll get to where I'm going
这才是你命运的开始