Lover I Don't Have to Love

I picked you out

我在人群中遇到了你
Of a crowd and talked to you
和你搭讪
Said I liked your shoes
我说我喜欢你的鞋子

你说谢谢并且要跟我走
You said thanks can I follow you?
于是我们上楼
So it's up the stairs
无人注视

没有窥视的眼睛
And out of view
我灌了点小酒
No prying eyes
我问你名字 你问我时间
I poured some wine
现在凌晨两点
I asked your name you asked the time
俱乐部关门了 我们来到街上
Now it's two o'clock,
牵着你的手
the club is closed we're up the block
用力揉搓你的牛仔裤
Your hands on me
你与我唇舌相交
I'm pressing hard against your jeans
堵塞着我将要溢出的言语
Your tongue in my mouth
你毫不在乎
Trying to keep the words from coming out
我在你之前的露水情缘
You didn't care to know
我想要一个无爱亦可的情人
Who else may have been you before
我想要一个能与之翻云覆雨的姑娘
I want a lover I don't have to love
那个带着药的孩子在哪儿
I want a girl who's too sad to give a ****
我不确定他之前是否说过要在这儿等我
Where's the kid with the chemicals?
如果你把时间给我我会给你钱
I thought he said to meet me here but I'm not sure
我说做吧你说很棒
I got the money if you got the time
我的思绪变得混乱
You said it feels good I said I'll give it a try
我们都忘了你的车停在哪儿了
Then my mind went dark
「那就去做火车吧」
We both forgot where your car was parked
我会在早上和那个乐队见面
Let's just take the train
有着恶习的差劲演员
I'll meet up with the band in the morning
有些悲伤的歌手
Bad actors with bad habits
只演奏悲伤的乐曲
Some sad singers
然后电话响了
They just play tragic
货车要离开
And the phone's ringing
让我们继续爱抚吧
And the van's leaving
让我们继续歌唱
Let's just keep touching
我想要一个无爱亦可的情人
Let's just keep keep singing
我想要个酒醉地说不出话的男孩

那个带着药的孩子在哪儿呢
I want a lover I don't have to love
我饥渴到无法满足
I want a boy who's so drunk he doesn't talk
我需要可以记住的回忆
Where's the kid with the chemicals
那种总是在我脑海里一闪而过的回忆

但是你
I got a hunger and I can't seem to get full
你写下如此优美的语言
I need some meaning I can memorize
但生活不是小说
The kind I have always seems to slip my mind
爱是去受伤
But you but you
和去伤害的借口
You write such pretty words
「你喜欢受伤吗？」
But life's no story book
「喜欢！」
Love's an excuse to get hurt
「那就来伤我痛我吧。」
And to hurt
"Do you like to hurt?"
"I do! I do!"
"Then hurt me."