pity party

I wish that I was out right now
我真希望我现在不在这里
I wish that I was a couple shots down
假如能找个地缝钻进去就好了
But I can't seem to get off my couch
但我的屁股好像就是粘在了沙发上边
It's scary out
我真的吓坏了
Existing sounds
在那人群兴奋的尖叫声中
I could really use a night for me
我或许可以销财买一夜良宵
But I can't afford the company
但我仍无法摆脱现实的煎熬
Heads been heavy for what seems like weeks
头颅沉重...只因那似月似年的一夜
Please set me free anxiety
请把我从焦虑中拯救出来吧...
You're invited to my pity party
你已经被邀请到怜悯党中了呀
You see me smile but I won't be happy
你见我的笑颜 只可惜那只是皮肉之笑啊
Losing tears here for everybody
你没看见我会为每个人落泪吗
Cause feeling sorry is my favorite hobby
因为自觉抱歉就是我最大的嗜好啊
I know we said that we would go far
哦 我当然记得我说过天成地久
But nobody's ever claimed these scars
但人总不会愿意铭记这些伤疤吧
You're invited to my pity party
你已经被邀请到怜悯党中了呀
You see me smile but I won't be happy
你碰巧看见我的笑脸 真可惜那只是皮肉之笑啊
I know I've got expensive taste
那最珍贵的美味还在我脑中浮现
It makes my problems feel ok
这让我即便身处泥沼但仍自我感觉良好
It's not my fault I'm born this way
哦 这可不是我的错 我天生就有这毛病
A messy brain
脑袋糟糟
I'm not okay
但最终我还是得承认 我确实感觉很不好
I keep on staring at my phone
看吧 我会整天整夜地盯着电话
It helps me feel less alone
那些期待能让我感觉不那么孤单
It heats up and also help me cold
它的希望有如骄阳般让人兴奋难耐 但那现实又如风雪般让人寒冷彻骨
It's sad I know that's how it goes
这些事我知道得很清楚 可“难得糊涂”可不是一句谎言啊
You're invited to my pity party
你已经被邀请到怜悯党中了呀
You see me smile but I won't be happy
你见我的笑颜 只可惜那只是皮肉之笑啊
Losing tears here for everybody
你没看见我会为每个人落泪吗
Cause feeling sorry is my favorite hobby
因为自觉抱歉就是我最大的嗜好啊
I know I said that we would go far
哦 我当然记得我说过天成地久
But nobody's ever claimed these scars
但人总不会愿意铭记这些伤疤吧
You're invited to my pity party
你已经被邀请到怜悯党中了呀
You see me smile but I won't be happy
你碰巧看见我的笑脸 真可惜那只是皮肉之笑啊
I'm a sad man
我是个忧郁的小王子
I should probably fix myself
我或许该打理一下自己的情绪了
In a sad way
哦 当然了 要以一种忧郁的方式
I'm just asking for a little help
我只需要一点点的帮助就可以了
Would ya help me out?
你愿意吗？
Will you help me out?
拯救我这样的人？
You're invited to my pity party
哦 欢迎来到我这忧郁派对
You see me smile but I won't be happy
你见我笑颜灿烂 可也曾想象我的
Losing tears here for everybody
为众生而落泪
Cause feeling sorry is my favorite hobby
以过剩的怜悯感动自己
I know I said that we would go far
什么海誓山盟
But nobody's ever claimed these scars
我们都已不是少年了
You're invited to my pity party
那么 再一次欢迎你的到来吧
You see me smile but I won't be happy
那么 你可也看见 在那笑脸之下 我的心黯淡无光？