Something Vague

Now and then it seems worse than it is
我经常把一些事情往坏处想
But mostly the view is accurate
但多数我的预判都验证了事实
You see your breath in the air
就好像在大冷天你气喘吁吁
While you climb up the stairs to that coffin you call your apartment
爬着梯子回到棺材大小的公寓
And you sink in your chair
只为了在陷在沙发里
Brush the snow from your hair and drink the cold away
就好像一边拍掉头发上的雪又一边喝着冰冷的饮料
You are not really sure what you are doing this for
也许我们自己不知道这么做有何意义
But you need something to fill up the days
但你就是需要多花
A few more hours
那么几个小时去填满生活
There is a dream in my brain that just won't go away
就像有一个梦境，它始终在我脑海里挥之不去。
It has been stuck there since it came a few nights ago
它一直停留在那里就像发生在几天前的晚上，
I'm standing on a bridge in the town where
梦里 ，我回到了那个熟悉的地方，曾经生活过小镇，
I lived as a kid with my mom and my brothers
那时我还是个小孩，我跟着
And then the bridge disappears and I'm standing on air with nothing holding me
突然一瞬间这座桥消失了，我悬空着，没有任何东西抓住我
And I hang like a star ******* glow in the dark
就像一颗挂在黑暗里发光的星星
For all those staring eyes to see like the ones we've wished on
他们盯着我，那目光仿佛这一切正如他们所期待
But now I'm confused
可是直到现在依然困惑，
Is this death really you
你的灵魂真的就是真实的你自己么？
Do these dreams have any meaning
那这些梦没有别的意义存在了么
No No I think it is more like a ghost that has been following us both
不不不，我想这更像是从我们出生就跟随着我们的另外一个灵魂
Something vague that we are not seeing
总有一些模糊的无法形容的东西，存在于我们看不到的背后
Something more like a feeling
其实或许还有更多，这不仅仅是一种感觉