gold teeth & Cyanide (prod. Nciku)

Is there any reward for the suffering
Know it when I record and plug it in
Baby all that pain that you're covering
Like a first date feeling got you stuttering
I'm a f*ck up I know
Leave me out in the cold
Used to wear all my clothes
Made my heart beat I know
Now I make my heart slow
You wonder where my mind goes
Arterial blood flow
There's art here but I'm dosed
I don't wana wake up
bottle switchblade tucked
I don't wana wake up
Am I really missing your touch
Did I fall in love with the drugs first
I really want your love but it sometimes hurts
I try, I try, I try
And you just f*cking cry
Put you in chains tonight
I leave it amplified
I stay dignified
Don't stress it's all supplied
Go leave me crucified
No need, you need, I know the line
Gold teeth and f*ckin cyanide
I feel asleep with heavy eyes
It's hard to breathe you heard it right
It's hard to pick I can't decide
Another indecisive mind
A mic I f*cking hide behind
Relief inside its been prescribed
Relief subsides and demons rise