did it mean anything (prod. ʎpoqou)

Yeah [x7]
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lil sedative
利尔镇静剂
yeah
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(nobody)
（没有人）
Turn to the pills instead of picking up the phone
吞下药丸 拿起电话
Told her I got problems and I'll solve them on my own
告诉她我的问题会自行解决
All the time dissolving
世界正在溶解
Girl just be honest
她的话那么诚恳
I don't see the logic
我已没法理解
I probably haven't got it
也许是我还未领会
I'm tryna get my head up out this mess
我试图整理思绪
But I end up just rollin' in again
却再一次陷入困境
I really think your time could be better spent
我真的认为你没必要再为我花费时间
And I already know that I'm irrelevant
我也知道自己是无关紧要的
And I don't really wanna fail
我并不想失败
I'm just thinkin' where we went
我只想明白你我错在了哪里
I'm just thinkin' what it meant
我只想知道这意味着什么
Did it mean ******' anything
它到底意味着什么
And all the letters that we sent
我们曾互写的信件
Every word that we said
那上面的每一个字
You said you want me tired
你说你只是想让我精疲力竭
I know you left me with a sadness
你让我伤心不已
Wish that you would hit me back up
希望你能回心转意
And if you're talkin' **** then back up
如果你开口 我就会退让
Cause I don't wanna have to pull the Mac out
因为我不想再拿起麦克风
I'm about to spaz out where you at now?
我在你眼里就是个怪物吗？
You don't hear my phone no more what did I do?
我做错了什么让你不再接我的电话？
Yeah, you said you love me but you don't but I love you
~你说你爱我 但是你并不爱我 可是我爱你
Call me on my phone
给我打通电话吧
You know that I'm home
你知道我就在家
I just wanna go
我只是想知道
Yeah just let me know why I can't see you
你为什么一直回避我
But I don't believe you
但我无法相信你了
My curtains drawn
我把窗帘拉下来
My blood so thin
血液一点点流出
My wrist so slit
我的手腕裂开了
My ***** so lit
点燃你这个**
My songs so nice
我的歌如此优美
My voice so ice
我的声音如此冰冷
My wrist so pricey
我的伤口是无价的
Yo' *****, she likes me
~** 她喜欢我
And you dumb
愚蠢的你
**** you
***
'Cause you a hoe
你就是一把锄头
And I don't care about you
所以我根本不在乎你
I'll drop an album
我会删除我的相册
I'll see you in Malibu
我会在马里布见你
But you ain't in Malibu
但是你不在那里
You ain't got no money fool
你是个贫穷的傻瓜
Girl I got that bright dough
女孩 我会有很多钱
Yo' ***** stay givin' head though
~**头不要动
Yo' ***** stay givin' head though
~**头不要动
Yeah
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Punk
朋克