Rabbit Hole

If I ain't love this I'd say **** it I would just walk away
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't **** with the fake
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing
Tell me is it all worth it or not
I put everything I got into this I rehearse what I jot
Going broke just to make it ****** work to be honest
I been getting impatient with the whole ******* process
Music is my outlet to express myself
So **** it I ain't holding back I'm who's next to hell with
Who you bumping cuz a motha ***** rhymes are weak
I stay humble but I gotta speak what I believe
It's like I wanna blow up but I don't
Cuz I'm tired of being alone broke stuck in my home
I just wanna do shows tour the whole ******* globe
But these ******* labels call me and they ghosting my phone
**** it I don't need em
Or your idols feature
I came up in this **** alone
And still nobody speak the real **** that I been speaking
Make a ****** image and a fake persona
So the checks stay coming in until their banks are fuller
If I ain't love this I'd say **** it I would just walk away
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't **** with the fake
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing
But I got love for anyone of you we one and the same
I find the jealousy you harbor is whats causing you pain
All of these people they look up to me and others they hate
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing
Back when I was younger I knew I just wanna rap
Nowadays talent doesn't even matter only stats do
That's why the best artists always in the back
And the other motha ****** songs simpler to rap to
I been through too much
And if I give it up I invested too much
So it wouldn't be worth it not at all
Made a promise that it all would come together to my mom
And she believed in me when I was writing lyrics in the halls
Now that falls approaching
My anxiety been creeping while I'm tryna focus
People constantly DM me saying I'ma blow up anyday
So I'm grateful where I came from and that I'm saving lives everyday
If you cry to this just know I felt the same
The last few days been so ******* stressful on my brain
But my message is as plain as thank you all who show support
And I'm glad I could do the same through the songs that I record
If I ain't love this I'd say **** it I would just walk away
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't **** with the fake
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing
But I got love for anyone of you we one and the same
I find the jealousy you harbor is whats causing you pain
All of these people they look up to me and others they hate
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing