What I Get

Why do I
为何
Do I open up my heart
为何我向敞开心扉
For your teeth to rip apart
任由你无情的伤害我
That's just what I get, that's what I get
这就是，这就是我所得到的
And why do I always sacrifice control
为何我总是投降，控制不住
Going down the same black hole
控制不了自己，再次回到那黑暗的无底洞
That's just what I get, that's what I get
这就是
That's just what I get, that's what I get
这就是
That's just what I get, that's what I get
这就是我所得到的
I see behind a thousand lies that you try to hide
我看到那些你设法掩盖的数不尽的谎言
I bleed inside you left your knife but I'm still alive
你扔掉你的匕首，我的心 不停地流血 可我却依旧活着
I love the way you kill me
我喜欢你杀我时的模样
I love the way you watch me die
喜欢你看着我死去时的样子
Life or death a bullet to the chest
生或死，始终都是因为爱
I'd do it again
我倒是乐意再来一次的
Just when I think I've cut you out
当我自认为我已经把你从我记忆中删去的时候
You come with open arms to drag me down
你再度出现在我身边，伸开双手把我拽进你的怀抱里
So why do I
为什么
Do I open up my heart
为什么我为你打开了我的心扉
For your teeth to rip apart
任由你无情的伤害我
That's just what I get, that's what I get
这就是，这就是我所得到的
And why do I always sacrifice control
为什么我控制不住
Going down the same black hole
控制不住自己，再次回到你为我建造的牢笼里
That's just what I get, that's what I get
那就是
That's what I get, that's what I get
那就是
That's what I get, that's what I get
那就是我所得到的
You lit a fire then left me out in the cold
你点燃了一把火，却把我扔在了极寒之地
You saw me dying didn't offer a hand to hold
你看着我慢慢地死去，却没有伸手抱住我
You got me higher but lately I'm feeling low
你带给我短暂的快乐，却赠与我无期的痛苦
I look into your eyes and my heart is turned to stone
我注视着你的双眼，我的心 变得和石头一样，冰冷坚硬
Cuz over and over I go under just to discover that
一次又一次的沉沦，只是想知道
It never mattered where I went because I'm coming back
我去过哪里都不重要，因为，我总归会回到这里
And in the end you're the only Xanax I had
而你，一直都是我唯一拥有的'Xanax'
Cuz thinking of leaving is giving me panic attacks
想着，一想到你的离开就会让我惊慌失措
Just when I think I've cut you out
当我自认为自己已经把你彻底放下了的时候
You come with open arms to drag me down
你找到了我，张开了你的怀抱，把我拽回你的世界里
So why do I
为什么
Do I open up my heart
为什么我敞开了心扉
For your teeth to rip apart
任由你无情的伤害我
That's just what I get, that's what I get
这就是，这就是我所得到的
And why do I always sacrifice control
为什么我无法控制自己
Going down the same black hole
一次又一次地回到了那个阴暗之地
That's just what I get, that's what I get
那就是，那就是我所得到的
That's what I get, that's what I get
That's what I get, that's what I get
那就是，那就是我所得到的
That's what I get, that's what I get
That's what I get, that's what I get
这就是，这就是我所得到的