~ If I Die Then I Don't Mind

"He's f**king insane!"
"Do you know what the definition of insanity is?"
"No, do you?"
"Yes. It's the inability to relate to another human being. "
"It's the inability to love."
"April..April..April!..April!!"
Wide awake, I ain't thinking straight
I always need a hand to hold, I'm lonely
Advocate, for the other side
I don't wanna see the light, I'm unholy now
Wait a sec', don't agree to this
Why you gotta take my arms and then hold me down?
Terrified, no iris eyes
Maybe this is where I'm meant to be, oh

Can you show me a way to feel alive?
Yeah I know I'm home late
Medicine kept me awake
I can't feel the depth of your face
Help me while I'm needing my space
And I know you don't lie
Taking all of my time
And I know you don't mind
If I stay a while, yeah (stay a while)
And I know you don't know me
You let me fall slowly
Something for nothing
And that's how you function
And made me feel crazy
I don't need nobody
Got scars on my body
You can leave if you want to
Yeah I know I'm home late
Medicine kept me awake
I can't feel the depth of your face
Help me while I'm needing my space
And I know you don't lie
Taking all of my time
And I know you don't mind
If I stay a while
Yeah I know I'm home late
Medicine kept me awake
I can't feel the depth of your face
Help me while I'm needing my space
And I know you don't lie
Taking all of my time
And I know you don't mind
If I stay a while
(I don't feel alive)
(Yeah I know I'm home late)
(Medicine kept me awake)
(I can't feel the depth of your face)
(Help me while I'm needing my space)
(And I know you don't lie)
(Taking all of my time)
(And I know you don't mind)