Ash and Ember

Am I seeing double, am I withdrawn
恍惚迷离了？孤立无援了？
Depositing lyrics into a love song
用词与句唱出一首恋歌吧
Spider weaving webs for a catch that won't come
蜘蛛编织着网，徒劳等待着
Am I pulling roses from a dead bush
枯木中会看到新芽么？
A soldier running late for the ambush
就绪的士兵
Ready in the depth for a stone that's long gone
已错失战机
Is it too late?
一切都太晚了么？
It's never ending but nevertheless
瞧，并非山穷水尽
I'm the first one to second my guess
调整好思绪
And the fire in my heart came from ash and ember
心中的灰烬燃烧起来了
And every I step I take, got the devil to repay
路不白走，血不白流
I'll never make it out alive, but I won't surrender
前路荆棘我也决不后退
Had to take it day by day, had to learn the hard way
日积跬步，举步维艰
Like a phoenix rising up from ash and ember
如不死鸟般
Ash and ember
浴火重生
Am I reaching out for something that I can't grab
还在竹篮取水么？
Something infinitely splitting into two halves
不停地离散，永不可得
Is there something I forgot that I can't remember
是否忘却了本心？
Am I swimming in a river that was manmade
为了游泳
Demolishing a road that was just paved
铲路围池？
It's like trying to catch a junebug in late December
如同在深冬里捉夏虫
Is it too late?
一切都太晚了么？
It's never ending but nevertheless
不，会柳暗花明的
I'm the first one to second my guess
调整好思绪
And the fire in my heart came from ash and ember
心中的灰烬燃烧起来了
And every I step I take, got the devil to repay
路不白走，血不白流
I'll never make it out alive, but I won't surrender
前路荆棘我也决不后退
Had to take it day by day, had to learn the hard way
日积跬步，举步维艰
Like a phoenix rising up from ash and ember
如不死鸟般
Ash and ember
浴火重生
Ash and ember
浴火重生
Have I climbed the ladder to the last rung
还能登上最后一级台阶么？
Am I simply gonna finish where I started from
难道要就此止步么？
Is the future just the past that I'll never outrun
少壮不努力，老大徒伤悲？
And every I step I take, got the devil to repay
路不白走，血不白流
I'll never make it out alive, but I won't surrender
前路荆棘我也决不后退
Had to take it day by day, had to feel the heartbreak
日积跬步，举步维艰
Like a phoenix I was born from ash and ember
终于如不死鸟般
Ash and ember
浴火重生了
Ash and ember
浴火重生了
Am I stealing something I could borrow
这么做真的有必要么？
Is yesterday just waiting for tomorrow
昔日的岁月只为了空等将来么？