In My Mind
Brian ViglioneAmanda Palmer
In My Mind 歌词
In my mind, in a future five years from now
在我心中,从现在开始未来五年
I'm a hundred and twenty pounds
我有一百二十磅
And I never get hung over
我从不宿醉
Because I will be the picture of discipline
因为我会严于律己
Never minding what state I'm in
无论我是何种状态
And I will be someone I admire
我会成为我欣赏的人
And it's funny how I imagined that I would be that person now
现在想象我会成为那种人感觉很有趣
But it does not seem to have happened
但这似乎没有实现
Maybe I've just forgotten how to see
也许我只是忘了怎样看清事实
That I'm not exactly the person that I thought I'd be
我根本不是我本以为会成为的那种人
在我心中,从现在开始
And in my mind, in the far away here and now
我不知怎么已经变得控制力很强
I've become in control somehow
我从来不丢钱包
And I never lose my wallet
因为我会严于律己
Because I will be the picture of discipline
从不搞砸任何事
Never ****ing up anything
我会成为一个遵规守纪的好司机
And I'll be a good defensive driver
现在想象我会成为那种人感觉很有趣
And it's funny how I imagined that I would be that person now
但这似乎没有实现
But it does not seem to have happened
也许我只是忘了怎样看清事实
Maybe I've just forgotten how to see
我根本不是我本以为会成为的那种人
That I'll never be the person that I thought I'd be
在我心中,当我老去我依然美丽
种些郁金香和蔬菜
And in my mind when I'm old I am beautiful
精心照料
Planting tulips and vegetables
不像现在的我
which I will mindfully watch over
做什么都很匆忙
Not like me now
从不注意任何事
I'm so busy with everything
但我确定当我老去我会留意
That I don't look at anything
现在想象我会成为那种人感觉很有趣
But I'm sure I'll look when I am older
那不是我现在想要的但是我曾经想要的
And it's funny how I imagined that I could be that person now
我也许会放弃,那样很莫名其妙
That that's not what I want but that's what I wanted
我不想成为我想成为的人
That I'd be giving up somehow how strange to see
在我心中,我思绪万分
That I don't want to be the person that I want to be
想象不切实际的事
当我回到现实
And in my mind, I imagine so many things
我眨着眼睛
Things that aren't really happening
说,“我还没想完”
And when they put me in the ground
我还要纹一个纹身
I'll start pounding the lid
却有个声音对我说“这一刻我是活着的”
Saying, "I haven't finished yet"
我想象的方式很有趣
I still have a tattoo to get
我可以赢得这场从未赢过的奋斗
It says, "I'm living in the moment"
也许没有那么有趣
And it's funny how I imagined
我一直都在奋斗
That I could win this winless fight
但也许我得认为这很有趣
Maybe it isn't all that funny
如果我想在有生之年好好生活
That I've been fighting all my life
也许这是就最有趣的
But maybe I have to think it's funny
认为我此生都不会认清
If I want to live before I die
我就是我想成为的那个人
And maybe it's funniest of all
太对了
To think I'll die before I actually see
我就是我想成为的那个人
That I am exactly the person that I want to be
**** yes
I am exactly the person that I want to be