crowded locations

What would you do if I were to tell you
I've been up, but I'm now about to fall?
Six feet down, this hole I've been digging
Tell my mom, this ain't at all her fault
Hope's been high, you gave me it all
But leaves do change, the winter got too cold
All alone in crowded locations
Walking like a ghost down in this hall
Yeah, when I lay down I don't touch the ground for like
25 hours at a time now
I can't seem to pass out in the night
Can't get rid of this frown, lights out
I wake up, say what's up to a vampire
We catch up and say cheers to the monsters
I've got sad, I don't think there's a cure for
So why try?
Tell me what you mean
Tell me what you feel, for heaven's sake
Do you think you can bail on everything?
Leave me here to wait, just hanging
Tell me what you see
Tell me all your hope has gone away
I will walk with you on the way
You could feel better any day now, any day
I'm tryna hold the pieces together
But it's a puzzle
I've been acting like I'm fine
But I'm honestly deep in trouble
Yo, depression has been killing me
So why we always cuddle?
And anxiety is the twin
Yo, Kaleb, I'm seeing double
Okay, I think I need to find me some hope
I heard a man could walk on water
Well then find me the boat
Find me a rope
I'm hanging all the pain that I know
Instead of highs
I need to find a better way I can cope
Lately, I've been living on the surface
Uncertain and really nervous
Been searching
For higher purpose
Been praying and reading verses
My mind has been in a circus
I'm thinking my thoughts in cursive
I'm scared that I'm burden
But you tell me that I'm perfect
You tell me that I'm perfect
Did you really mean that?
Did you really mean that?
Did you really mean that?
I need to know before I go and base my life on this
Can you make a promise?
Tell me you'll be honest with me I just need the truth
Let me pray
I don't feel okay
All this heavyweight
Let me pray
I don't feel okay
All this heavyweight
I need strength
Take depression out
And roll him on some skates
I've been calling, calling, calling
I can hear him on the phone
I'm weakling by myself
Bro, I can't do this on my own
I've been couped up
In my room bruh
Devil knocking on my door
I threw the deuce up
The pain be hurting me
Like surgery
I feel it in my bones
Oh god, I know you got my back
So you won't leave me here alone, yeah
What would you do if I were to tell you?
I've been up, but I'm now about to fall?
Six feet down, this hole I've been digging
Tell my mom, this ain't at all her fault
Hope's been high, you gave me it all
But leaves do change, the winter got too cold
All alone in crowded locations
Walking like a ghost down in this hall