Twelve Year Old Me

When I was a little girl
我还是个小女孩时
I wanted to be pretty
我很想变漂亮
I wanted to be popular
我想变得受人欢迎
I didn't have a hope in hell
我不曾相信地狱的存在
When I was a little girl
我还是个小女孩时
My mother told me I
母亲曾告诉我
Could be anything I liked
我可以成为我想要的一切
My mother lied
她骗了我
When I was a little girl
我还是个小女孩时
I didn't have a hope in hell
我不曾相信地狱的存在
When I was a little girl
我还是个小女孩时
I didn't have a hope in hell
我不曾相信地狱的存在
Dear five year old me
亲爱的五岁的我
I wish I could reach back in time and tell you it's alright
真希望我能回到过去告诉你一切都好
You're gonna be just fine
你不用太担心
I wish I could help you to see
真希望我能让你看到
Twelve year old me
十二岁的我
I know there are people who're making you feel like you're not
我知道那些人让你觉得
Pretty enough
你不够漂亮
I promise you one day you will say
我保证有天你会说
Who gives a fxxk
我一点儿也不在乎
I promise you won't give a
我保证你不会在乎
I promise you won't give a
我保证你不会在乎
When I was a little girl
我还是个小女孩时
I always felt ashamed
我总是感到羞愧
I needed to be pretty
我必须变得更美
Pretty was the best thing
美貌是最重要的
When I was a little girl
我还是个小女孩时
And I didn't have a hope in hell
我不曾相信地狱的存在
When I was a little girl
我还是个小女孩时
I didn't have a hope in hell
我不曾相信地狱的存在
Dear nine year old me
亲爱的九岁的我
I wish I could reach back in time and tell you it's alright
真希望我能回到过去告诉你一切都好
You're gonna be just fine
你不用太担心
I wish I could help you to see
真希望我能让你看到
Twelve year old me
十二岁的我
I know there are people who're making you feel like you're not
我知道那些人让你觉得
Pretty enough
你不够漂亮
I promise you one day you will say
我保证有天你会说
I'm so sorry little girl (I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry)
真抱歉啊小女孩
I'm so sorry little girl (I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry)
真的对不起
I'm gonna make it up to you
我会补偿你的
If it's the last thing I do
就算这是我做的最后一件事
I'm so sorry little girls
真抱歉啊小女孩
So much to unlearn
这么多不该了解的
So much under the surface
这么多光鲜外表下的
So much buried there to hurt us
伤害到我们的
Dear twelve year old me
亲爱的十二岁的我
I wish I could reach back in time and tell you it's alright
真希望我能回到过去告诉你一切都好