Disgrace

I'm a disgrace, I can't be saved
我是个耻辱，我无法被拯救
I try new things, but I can't change
我尝试新事物，但我无法改变
I pray forgiveness for my ways
我祈求宽恕我的行为
I wish that you would call me back
我希望你能给我回个电话
But you left me in the darkness
但你把我留在黑暗中
I won't be right by your side, I'm not fine
我不会一直在你身边，我很不好
Left me in the darkness
把我留在黑暗中
I won't be right by your side, I'll be dead
我将不在你身边，我会死去

我感到很沮丧，无法逃避
Feeling ****ed up, I cannot escape
是的，我马上就来，可能会很好
Yeah I'm on the come up, might be something great
是的，我终于可以发表声明了
Yeah it's finally time for me to make statements
但是，说实话，我讨厌这样
But, if I'm being honest, I hate this
是的，我从来不想说假话
Yeah I never wanna speak dishonestly
是的，我从没想过我会看到自己的这一面
Yeah I never thought I'd see this side of me
但我每天晚上都喝得酩酊大醉
But I've been getting wasted every night
不能忍受活着吗
Can't bare being alive
我努力让疼痛麻木

你找到了自己，我无法认同
I try so hard to numb the pain
我破坏，烧毁一切
You found yourself, I can't relate
我不想要这个不
I sabotage, burn everything
我是个耻辱，我无法被拯救
I don't want this no
我尝试新事物，但我无法改变

我祈求宽恕我的行为
I'm a disgrace, I can't be saved
我希望你能给我回个电话
I try new things, but I can't change
但你把我留在黑暗中
I pray forgiveness for my ways
我不会一直在你身边，我很不好
I wish that you would call me back
把我留在黑暗中
But you left me in the darkness
我将不在你身边，我会死去
I won't be right by your side, I'm not fine
是的，让我依赖的人失望
Left me in the darkness
我不能忍受，我现在就结束这一切
I won't be right by your side, I'll be dead
给我所得罪的人的绝命书

让水带走我今晚
Yeah let down the ones I depend on
我这么努力只是为了取悦你
I can't bare this I might end it all now
有时候我希望我能成为你
Suicide note for everyone that I sinned on
正常的生活，是的，我想要它马上回来
Let the water take me tonight
这可能是我最后一次了
I try so hard just to please you
我努力让疼痛麻木
Sometimes I wish I could be you
你找到了自己，我无法认同
Normal life, yeah I want it right back
我破坏，烧毁一切
And I might make this my last time now
我不想要这个不

我是个耻辱，我无法被拯救
I try so hard to numb the pain
我尝试新事物，但我无法改变
You found yourself, I can't relate
我祈求宽恕我的行为
I sabotage, burn everything
我希望你能给我回个电话
I don't want this no
但你把我留在黑暗中

我不会一直在你身边，我很不好
I'm a disgrace, I can't be saved
把我留在黑暗中
I try new things, but I can't change
我将不在你身边，我会死去
I pray forgiveness for my ways
I wish that you would call me back
But you left me in the darkness
I won't be right by your side, I'm not fine
Left me in the darkness
I won't be right by your side, I'll be dead