January Never Ends

I don't wanna fall back down again
I just wanna waste time with my friends
I just wanna live the past again
Feels like January never ends
I used to hate being fifteen
But now I reminisce
On the times when life was easier
The times I grow to miss
Used to skateboard in my driveway
I was listening to rap
Used to be so bored at school
So me and Darko ditched class
I wish I could tell that kid that
Everything would be alright
Not to worry about the dark thoughts
That's how it goes at night
Try to keep your head up
'Cause you only got like one life
But now it feels like
I've been losing everything around me, round me
I've been on a downwards slope
Now I'm always feeling low
I've been losing everything around me, round me
Now I'm feeling under pressure
I wish I could go back
To the days where times were better, uh
Times fades slowly
It weighs on me
I can't go back
I can't go back anymore now
I don't wanna fall back down again
I just wanna waste time with my friends
I just wanna live the past again
Feels like January never ends
Touring 2019 I've been so far away from home
But when I get back from the tour
I swear I'm feeling more alone
Everytime I go outside
I'm always feeling out my zone
So I barely roam
Watching horror movies
Spitting lyrics out the dome
Sometimes I wonder
If this was the right path for me
'Cause ever since I found success
It's always going bad for me
Been living for the music
Now my family barely close
'Cause the only way to make it
To the throne is to die alone
Times fades slowly
It weighs on me
I can't go back
I can't go back anymore now
I don't wanna fall back down again
I just wanna waste time with my friends
I just wanna live the past again
Feels like January never ends