before us

Once, i was a young boy
曾经的我是一个
Everybody hated
人人讨厌的男孩
I cried so many times
哭了好多好多次
I felt i was forsaken
感觉自己是被弃的孩子
I don't understand why people have to hurt
我不理解为什么人们要去伤害
A little grain of sand
我是一粒沙
In this f***ing big world
飘在这世界
Then i grew up in a mess
混乱中长大
Trying to impress
尝试着留下一点印象
My love, my pride, my little distress
我的爱我的骄傲和我小小的痛苦
I tried to be someone that i don't wanna be
尝试着成为自己不想成为的他人
I ended up with someone i'm not supposed to be
栽在不合意的人手里
I can feel, I can hurt
我有感觉也会受伤
I can even fall in love
甚至坠入爱河
I'm okey with what i am
我和真实的自己相处得挺好
I'm not okey with how it hurts
但我承受不了因此受到的伤害
I don't wanna disappear in a lifeless fantasy
我不想消失在无尽的幻想中
I just wanna live a life full of happy memories
只是想要充满美好回忆的人生
I can cry, I can laugh
我会哭也会笑
I can even try to hide
甚至隐藏感情
My mistakes, my own mind
我会犯错也有自己的思想
All the things you have in mind
你有的感觉我一个都不少
I'm sorry but i have to
很抱歉不得不
Have to get away
我不得不离开
Far away from you
远远得躲着你
This is our last day
这是你我的结尾
It's not about you
不关于你
It's not about us
不关于我们
It's all about everything that happened before us
是关于发生在我们之前的一切
It's not about you
不关于你
It's not about us
不关于我们
It's all about everything that happened before us
是关于发生在我们之前的一切
You ask me why my hands are so cold
你问我为何双手冰冷
Said baby i don’t know if i’mma grow old i
我说我不知道自己是否要变老
Feel vacant space inside
我感到了内心的空虚
And despite all the lies
蔑视所有谎言
I see a version of my life
我看到了我人生的另一个版本
With you always here by my side i
你一直在我身边
I could see it now (see it now)
现在就能看到
I could breathe you out (breathe you out)
我会将你呼吸
There’s a couple secrets that i hide
心里藏有秘密
A couple skeletons
一对骨架
Scratching at my bed at night
夜晚在床下抓挠
A couple reasons why i can’t pick up the phone till three
我为什么不能在凌晨三点接电话的原因
A couple reasons why i understand u leaving me
我为什么理解你离开我的原因
But i could stay until the morning
我待到早上
Fall apart this evening
在夜晚崩溃
Ask me where i’m leaving
问我要去哪里
Always so deceiving
满口谎言
Ask me what’s wrong
问我心有何忧
Always brush you off and lie
总是敷衍的谎
I’m the reason for it
我是这一切的原因
But i **** in hate to see you cry
但我真他妈不想见你哭
It's not about you
不怪你
It's not about us
不怪我们
It's all about everything that happened before us
是关于发生在我们之前的一切
It's not about you
不怪你
It's not about us
不怪我们
It's all about everything that happened before us
只怪过去发生的一切
It's not about you
不怪你
It's not about us
不怪我们
It's not about us
不怪我们