Happy

Drop my body flat into the grave you dug
将我的身躯平放在你挖好的墓穴之中
Go wear the suit that you picked out for both of us
去换上那件你为我俩挑选的那套衣服
If it makes you happy
如果那让你宽慰一些
If it makes you happy
如果那让你快乐一点

是呀
Yeah, uh
我一直都在尝试着找到让自己更加真实方法
I been tryna find a way to feel like I'm myself
但每一天我所做的仅仅就是在破坏自己的健康
Every single day I'm just ruining my health
你打破了我生活的平衡，让我仿佛置身炼狱
You threw off my balance made my life a living hell
但是我锁紧心房，不寻求任何帮助
But I kept it locked inside and I never asked for help
你把我的心撕成一片一片到底有什么吸引
What's your attraction with breaking my heart into fragments
然后又像个瘾君子一样将碎片摆成一行
And smashing them all in a line like an addict
我受够了，别再来了
I've had it, I'm done
我在一声枪响中寻觅到了乐趣
I found my happiness right in the blast of a gun
如果那会使你开心

Ohhh，ohh
If it makes you happy
如果那会让你感到解脱
Ohoh ohh
Ohoh，Ohh
If it makes you happy
我像一个服务生一样伺候你
Ohoh ohh
我厌倦了等待

我厌倦了我所有的时间都付之东流
I catered to you like a waiter
有一个人告诉了我所有的真相，叫我面对它们
I'm tired of waiting
每晚都是一次实验，远离所有的化学物质
I'm tired of all of my time being wasted
你将我分解成最小的小数
On someone who told me to take all the facts and then face them
现在我失去一个钝器和一些食物
Every night's an experiment, off of the chemicals
没有你的愉快和一种难以置信的感受，yeah
You broke me down to the smallest of decimals
如果那样使你快乐
Now I'm lost off a blunt and some edibles
如果真是这样
Happy without you and feeling incredible, yeah
如果那样会让你感到解脱

我仅仅是像
If it makes you happy
我已经厌倦了为这种货色日夜操劳
If it makes you
他们不会付诸行动，他们不会，也不会在乎你的努力
If it makes you happy
他们根本不在乎

而现在，爱情它什么都不是
And I'm just like
这是值得奋斗，之后甚至会获取成功的
I'm tired of bending over backwards for people that just
但它是那样的虚假和不真实
They don't put in effort and they don't,they don't give a ****
我累了
They don't care
说实话，我真的受够了
And nowadays it's like love isn't even something
That's worth striving or fighting for or even acheiving
It just seems fake and unauthentic
And im tired
And honestly, I'm done