I Hope I'm Not Wrong

I'm finally 23, I've seen so many countries I thought I'd never get to see
我终于23岁了，游历多国也算长了点见识
And I understand the blessing I've been given by being able to get in front of an audience
体会过被众人赐予福泽的滋味，毕竟谁不曾心高气傲卓然超群过呢
And sometimes I wish I could take this back and find a way back
我时常奢望收回覆水，找一条通往过去的时光隧道
To the friendships I had before I started chasing after all of this
这样我就可以牢牢守护曾经的友情，而不是在它们逝去后苦苦挽回
When everybody else is getting married and having kids
人人都结婚生子
And I'm trying to get rid of the thought that over the next five years
可我还在同下一个缥缈的五年做遥遥无期的抗争
She left 'cause she wanted to have children, but I still wanted to be a kid
她希望我们能生个孩子可我自己都还只是个孩子，所以最后她也离开
And I don't think I'm gonna change anytime soon
我想我暂时无法做出任何改变了
I hope that my son and I will have some things in common
如果真的有个儿子，倒希望他继承我身上的一些什么
So we can talk often
这样我们就能有点共鸣吧
And we'll share it all
我们可以无所不谈
I hope that my son and I will have some things in common
如果真的有个儿子，倒希望他继承我身上的一些什么
'Cause me and his mom will love each other
至少他的父母彼此相爱
Oh, I hope I'm not wrong
哦 真希望我是对的
And love is like poison
爱本就如烈性毒药
I'm listening to the voices
只能在冥冥中谛听
Of what I thought I understood
思想和直觉的呢喃自语
We're tasting our own venom
无人能免于自食苦果
And turning it into a weapon
又以之为利刃甲胄
And trying to say it's all for good
麻痹自己道，今之所为初衷皆是良善
And I can see through what I thought was a wall
我看穿这些纷繁念头，它们像一堵厚厚的墙
And I can tell you now, I don't know it all
可我只能坦言，对此我也束手无策
I hope that my son and I will have some things in common
如果真的有个儿子，倒希望他继承我身上的一些什么
So we can talk often
这样我们就能有点共鸣吧
And we'll share it all
我们可以无所不谈
I hope that my son and I will have some things in common
如果真的有个儿子，倒希望他继承我身上的一些什么
'Cause me and his mom will love each other
至少他的父母彼此相爱
Oh, I hope I'm not wrong
哦 真希望我是对的
He told her that he felt he was just a quick bird in cigarette
他告诉她 自己只是个在尼古丁里醉生梦死的怪咖
And she had a whole pack
而她手里恰好拿着一整盒烟
He knew the analogy is tried
他相信她会理解这个比喻
But he also knew she would understand
她也会理解他
He knew she was smart
毕竟她是那么冰雪聪明
She just did not understand that being addicted to something does not mean you need it
她只是不明白喜极成瘾并不意味着心有所需
He, on the other hand understood
而他深谙其道
But only because he was an addict first
只因为他曾深陷其中无法自拔
He’s prayers had become violent but not towards anyone
他的内心止不住发狂咆哮不为任何
Just towards the hurricane he felt in his lungs every time she took another drag
只因肺里的飓风随着她吐出的烟圈不停叫嚣
He was alone
他拖着支离破碎的灵魂踽踽独行
And he hoped she was, too
奢望着 她能与他惺惺相惜