Halloween

All the good words have left my mouth
所有好話我都已說盡
I'm completely out of things to say about it now
現在我已詞窮對此我再難說出一句
More and more, I'll catalogue my doubts
越來越多我列出了心中的疑慮
It's the worst thing about me and it's always around
這是我性格中最糟糕的一點而我一直都有這麼個習慣

I made a bet that I'd forget my name
我打賭說我會忘了我的名字
By the age of 28, I can barely stay awake
在我二十八歲以前我的頭腦將不再清醒
'Cause more and more with every accolade
因為在這一次次榮譽的麻醉下
I get carried away with being carried away
如今我被身外之物牽引逐漸失去了自控能力

I remember Halloween
我還記得兒時的萬聖節
I hit my head on the edge of the sink
我一頭撞上了水槽的邊沿
Dialing out to an older me
和未來的自己有了一次對話
I miss my friends that I pretend I don't need
我假裝自己不需要的朋友正讓我思念無比
But I could have done with them this week
但這週我可能就會跟他們徹底鬧掰

On the table, my face went white
坐在桌旁我臉色煞白
And I fainted right at the wrong damn time
在這錯誤的時間昏厥過去
I had an ECG, they checked how I breathe
我做了心電圖醫生檢查了我的呼吸
And said I should take my life more seriously
說我應該更珍愛生命

I remember Halloween
我還記得兒時的萬聖節
I hit my head on the edge of the sink
我一頭撞上了水槽的邊沿
Dialing out to an older me
和未來的自己有了一次對話
I miss my friends that I pretend I don't need
我假裝自己不需要的朋友正讓我思念無比
But damn it! I needed you this week
但是該死！這週我亟需你陪在我身旁

All the good words have left my mouth
所有好話我都已說盡
I'm completely out of things to say about it now
現在我已詞窮對此我再難說出一句