Better Chemicals

Another night
又一個夜晚
Leaves up in my head, leaves me in my dread
腦中只留下一片混亂，陷入極度的恐慌之中
Recycling the bad dreams
思緒中盡是永不停息的噩夢
So can you tell me how to make it stop short of being dead?
求求你告訴我如何能暫時緩解這雖生猶死的感覺？
Mouth is hanging open, shot eyes are full of lead
雙唇僵硬地撕扯開，雙眼疼痛如灼燒般
I just wanna let you know
我只想讓你知道的是
Sometimes I dont let it show
有時我內心的痛楚是不顯現在外的
I need better chemicals, I know
我只想溺死在更強烈的藥物中，我知道
Cause nothing helps anymore, oh no
因為我這廢物已經無可救藥
I need better chemicals to show
需要藥物麻醉來發洩抑鬱的情緒
You that I can be more
告訴你我本應該成為更好的人
Another me
另一種自我
Free from hurting you but I guess thats what I do
暫時從傷害他人的自責中解脫，但是我似乎本性難改
Im stuck here in this complex
我被困繞在這錯節旁根中
And I cant separate the side of me thats putting up the walls
我無法將正在把自己與世界隔離的那個人格消去
I dont wanna lie so I just dont pick up the call
我不想欺騙你因此我沒有接通那個電話
I wish I could let you know
我只想讓你明白這一點
Sometimes I dont let it show
有時候情緒全被我壓抑在心裡
I need better chemicals, I know
我只想沉浸在藥物的麻醉中，我知道
Cause nothing helps anymore, oh no
因為世上早就沒什麼能拯救我
I need better chemicals to show
需要藥物麻醉來撕開我與人世的隔離
You that I can be more, oh, oh
告訴你我身上還有無限可能
Break me down and cut me up
把我擊垮吧，將我碎屍萬段
This can never be enough
這都不能讓我完全解脫
Break me down and cut me up
把我擊垮吧，將我碎屍萬段
My soul, my bones
我的靈魂，我的骨骼
Break me down and cut me up
把我擊垮吧，將我碎屍萬段
This can never be enough
這都不能讓彌補我的過失
Break me down and cut me up
把我擊垮吧，將我碎屍萬段
My curse, my hope
我的詛咒，我的祈望
Break me down and cut me up
把我擊垮吧，將我碎屍萬段
This can never be enough
這都不能讓我將這自責忘盡
Break me down and cut me up
把我擊垮吧，將我碎屍萬段
My soul, my bones
我的靈魂，我的骨骼
Break me down and cut me up
把我擊垮吧，將我碎屍萬段
This can never be enough
這都不能滿足我發洩的慾望
Break me down and cut me up
把我擊垮吧，將我碎屍萬段
My curse, my hope
我的詛咒，我的祈望
I need better chemicals, I know
我渴望更強烈的藥物來麻醉自己，我知道
Cause nothing helps anymore, oh no
因為這世界還有什麼能拯救我啊
I need better chemicals to show
需要藥物逃避現實來向你證明
You that I can be more, oh, oh
在虛無中我的靈魂好像還有些可挖掘
I need better chemicals, chemicals, I know
我只想溺死在更強烈的藥物中，我知道
I need better chemicals, chemicals
我只想溺死在更強烈的藥物中
I need better chemicals, chemicals , I know
我只想溺死在更強烈的藥物中，我知道
I need better chemicals, chemicals
我只想溺死在更強烈的藥物中