shame

作詞：Kartina
作曲：Kartina

feeling's i run away from
came along when i was born
no one ever know how deep they crawled

there is something to look for
part of me chose to ignore
since then never has it came so strong

if pouring heart is a mission
if confronting is an embarrassment
how are the broken parts to be fixed

if love is the way to mend
like how everyone said
well why is not mine healed

what is it
what is it you cannot face
was it the all the choices and mistakes you made
was it me
was it me you cannot face
was it someone else you think you cannot chase
there's a wall between the heart and soul
with so much shame that can't be told

truth that i turned away from
drift along as i was torn
no one ever know how deep they crawled

sunken so i can deplore
close up so i can explore
since then never has it came so strong