crowded

Kicking by the sidewalk
Quiet when my mind talk
Smiling when my heart drops
Rhinestone in my neck frost
Vodka in my cranberry
Blood stains on my Burberry
You cant console control me
My soul is so d**n heavy
Dont ask me why Im frowning
My heart always feels crowded
I wanna leave I dont
I wanna stay I wont
Im on my knees I know
Praying for peace at the chateau
I wanna play for keeps
Pearly white teeth happy
But I get caught up cant breathe
All this love exhausting me
Dont ask me why Im frowning
My heart always feels crowded
Im outside the function
Sober theyre all smoking
Pearly whites and high tops
Levitate to asphalt
Vodka in my cranberry
Blood stains on my Burberry
You cant console control me
My soul is so d**n heavy
I wanna leave I dont
I wanna stay I wont
Im on my knees I know
Praying for peace at the chateau
I wanna play for keeps
Pearly white teeth happy
But I get caught up cant breathe
All this love exhausting me
Dont ask me why Im frowning
My heart always feels crowded
I dont wanna talk about it
It makes it hard to focus
And I feel it taking back the years
I dont wanna cry in traffic
Or waiting for the valet service
But if you ride for me
Then maybe Ill make some space for you cause
I wanna leave I dont
I wanna stay I wont
Im on my knees I know
Praying for peace at the chateau
I wanna play for keeps
Pearly white teeth happy
But I get caught up cant breathe
All this love exhausting me
Dont ask me why Im frowning
My heart always feels crowded