Disorder

Even though beneath it all
I know Im going to end up somewhere fine
I still find a reason that cuts deep enough
To blur whats on my mind
I cant take the pressure off myself
Its getting hard to ask for help, but I need it
And Im throwing kinds into the world
And pushing for a sign that Im breathing
Disorder, disorder
What should I do?
Disorder, disorder
I know that I, I know that I lose my temper
Find my centers in disorder, disorder
I know that I, I know that I
Take another step
Im feeling dried in this cement
Can you pull me out?
Wasted all my sweat to keep some kind of sentiment
But I cant stop now, no
And sometimes its easier to make the same mistakes
Than try to break through the ceiling
And just because I turn away
It doesnt mean Ive lost the place
To believe in, to believe in
Disorder, disorder
What should I do?
Disorder, disorder
I know that I, I know that I lose my temper
Find my centers in disorder, disorder
I know that I, I know that I lose my temper
Find my centers, to my center
I know that I, I know that I lose my temper
Find my centers, to my center
I know that I, I know that I
Could you give me some time, thats all Im asking
I push it down so I wont let it pass me
Could you give me some time, thats all Im asking
Disorder, disorder
What should I do?
Disorder, disorder
I know that I, I know that I lose my temper
Find my centers in disorder, disorder
I know that I, I know that I