Shame

Full of shame and all the blame
I cant name my own mistakes
Moving through the dirt I lay
Fighting through the emotions I faced
I cant run I cant hide
I see the sun it burns my eyes
The pain of some I feel it it inside
But no one cares when Im inside
It gets worse when the days go by
It doesnt get easier because I never go outside
My heart is blue it bleeds for you
Im impatient I cant eat food
You say Im a fool a fool for you
Ive been used and Ive been bruised
But Ive gone around and looked for you
But you lost me and I want you
And I caught the bait
And Im grabbing a noose
Until you say to come with you
It gets worse when the days go by
It doesnt get easier because I never go outside