hideout, then run

You can't hang don't you come
玩兒不起你何必來
You're not a part of anyone
你又不是誰的誰
So sheltered and afraid
迴避著害怕著
Of what they all will say
他們將會說的話
Don't think won't you relax?
別瞎想了能放輕鬆嗎
Keep digging in the day and past
執拗地回憶著過往
Smoke more so I can't feel
為麻痺自己我越吸越多
What's good and what is real
什麼是美妙的哪些又是真實的
Drench me in the talk and all the guilt
我被淹沒在言論中內疚無法自拔
Stuck in this home that I never built
被困在這不是我搭建的家
That I never built
不是我親手搭建的
They said the grass gets greener
據說青草也變綠了
When I'm on the other side
當我在另一邊時
But every time I try to come out here
但每當我想要回到這裡
I lose it all again and hide
又會重蹈覆轍然後再次隱藏自己
Don't you even try to
別再嘗試
Tell me what I got
告訴我我得到了什麼
Cause I go back to the hollow place
因為我要回到那虛無的地方
Where I rot
那個我腐朽的地方
The hollow place where I rot...
那個讓我腐朽的虛無的地方
This is the home that I never built
這不是我搭建的家
This is the home that I never built
這不是我親手搭建的歸處