Afraid

When I drink beer in the same place 
With the moon
When I check my album I can't understood
The cold wind blows on the face into my heart
 Paralyzed brain told me that everything would be good
Please let me take a brave
Have mercy
Get out to this place 
Yup u can't be 
My heart is bleeding
Please just leave
I just want be alone
Be alone
When the rain start rain on me
I feel that my heart start to freeze
那抓不住的夢
像刮不完的風
I start to afraid
錯事像水
穿透我的身體不斷向上流
I can't even control everything can't hold
I start to afraid
錯事像水
穿透我的身體不斷向上流
I can't even control everything can't hold
I start to afraid
獨白
嗯…2020
真的過得特別糟糕
我得到了很多東西
但我也失去了很多東西
很多事情我也很後悔 
也想過要彌補
要一針一線縫補好我傷害過的人和撕掉的信
到了現在才知道過去的是無法彌補的
它們只會把你留在原地甚至頭也不回
當重要的東西不再重要
當喜歡的人不再喜歡或者不再喜歡你
那為什麼要為他們留在原地
從現在開始 
我在乎自己