Slow Suicide

Im not evil, no matter what you think of me.
Im just human, theres a part of you thats just like me.
I have fallen, I have broken every piece.
Heard heaven calling, I could only reach this from my knees.

Now I believe!

I cant let this life pass me by.
In a blink of an eye it ends.
I cant let my tomorrows decide,
What I am in this life.
Its like committing slow suicide!

Its no secret, I cant pretend I cant forget.
What Ive done , every day I live with the consequences.
I let it beat me, let it kick me, let it throw me to the floor.
Those days are over, Im moving forward, it cant hurt me.
Now I believe!

I cant let this life pass me by.
In a blink of an eye it ends.
I cant let my tomorrows decide,
What I am in this life
Its like committing slow suicide!

So many days I chose to suffer, living a lie
So many ways I chose to die, oh.
Had to feel less than nothing, shame and suffering
To see with my own eyes, I wasnt living
I was committing, committing slow suicide
Committing slow suicide

Now I believe!

I cant let this life pass me by.
In a blink of an eye it ends.
I cant let my tomorrows decide,
What I am in this life
Its like committing slow suicide!
Committing slow suicide!
Committing slow suicide!