circles

soft violence like shadow of the day
hang with my wet head in the sink
& I think if im not insane
have no idea what im feeling and that's probably the point
blurry faces screaming something idk what’s going on
we walking round the circles
& screaming in the pain
the pain which is so certain
ill be with loneliness till grave
feelings that I can’t describe
don’t kno what is wrong or right
it’s been like this all my life
****
don’t kno why I even try
yea I’m running out of time
im still looking for a sign
yea I’m running in circles
don’t kno my purpose
and I’m still hurting
loudpack got me nervous
nighttime I’m lurking
im in a hurry
im walking funny my pockets so fat
you hate on me and I go get that bag
wtf is you saying go show some respect
better move out my way
i got money to make
you’s a bitch and you know it
im gettin cash and i do like to show it
sorry not sorry