XXXTENTACION（直播激勵錄音）part2

Okay so my current focus
好了，那麼我正在做的事兒
Is creation of an evolution no matter
是創造，是創造演變
Whether you realize it or not every day you evolve every day you create you create and thought
不管你是否意識到了它，每天你都在演變，每一天都在改變思維
You evolute in mind you evolute
你的思想漸進，你在改變
As far as your age you evolute physically mentally
隨著年齡增長，身心都在改變
If you are evoluting physically and you are not evolution mentally you are not doing the right thing
如果你只有身體成長了，心卻沒有，那你就沒有做正確的事兒
So for you guys our guys I want you guys to
所以，對你們大夥，我想說
Constantly constantly constantly be trying to evolute
不斷地、不斷地、不斷地努力去改變
As far as creation
至於去創造
Being creative and thought being
有創造力，有思想
Like living life like a dream you know
就像生活在夢想中一樣你懂嗎
Like as far as you are
就好像
The actor in your own movie
你是你自己電影中的主角
You get what Im saying and you are
你知道我在說什麼嗎
The person that you desire to be
你是你想要成為的人
I decide I want
我曾決定
There was a point where I wanted to be the villain
好吧我也曾想過當個混子、當個反派
And its not fun
其實，這不好玩
Wrote its not fun
bro，這真的沒意思
People like its
人們…呃就像
It doesnt attract anything that you truly want
你想要真正得到的東西都沒了吸引力
Its better to be
所以更好的是
Respected through love
在愛中成為受尊重的人
Rather than fear its better to be respected
而不是整天活在恐懼之中，受尊重更好
Yeah I mean
是的，我意思是
Not to repeat myself is better to be respected through
雖然不是一再重複要被尊重哈
Love rather than fear
愛而不是恐懼
Purpose no one can create your purpose for you
目標、沒有人能為你創造目標
No one cantell you who to be
也沒有人能告訴你該成為誰
There is no such thing
沒這回事兒
Well sorry there is
呃不好意思
There is no such thing no one can tell you who to be
沒有人能告訴你該成為誰——沒這回事兒
So in purpose you have to create your own purpose
所以對於目標來說，你應該自己去定
And in evolution
以及，對於改變
You have to evolute towards that purpose its easier to live when you have goals to meet
你必須朝著心中的那個目標去改變，當你想去實現一個目標的時候，生活也就更容易了
You understand
懂嗎
If you have goals to meet then you dont feel so voided
如果你有想去達成的目標，你就不會感到空虛
And you understand
你也就會懂得
Why you why every day
為什麼，為什麼你每天
Youre looking at this person in the mirror because that is the cool part about the game
你看向鏡子裡面的這個人，因為這是這局遊戲中最酷的部分
You get to be anybody who want to be
你會成為任何想成為的人
Dont look at everything else as the problem
不要把其他一切看成問題
Look at yourself
只審視自己
And see how you can change yourself
思忖怎樣才能改變自己
To where nothing
到那個沒有東西
Bothers you to
能打擾你
Where youre unbothered about a lot of things
並且你不會在意的地方
And to where life doesnt exactly
到那個生活不會
Affect you in that manner
以那種方式影響你
Its changing your perception
它在改變你的看法
That kind of changed the world around you
在逐漸改變你周圍的世界
Because
因為
Its the small things that we dont appreciate
通常讓我們不爽的都是一些小事
So in order to
所以，為了
Appreciate everything you have to be very
對萬物心懷感恩你必須變得非常
Very very analytical
非常非常善於分析
So in being analytical
所以，為了變得善於分析
You start to observe the world in a different manner
你開始用不同的眼光去看待這個世界
So even how you approach people
甚至是你如何與人交往
Even how you move even how you think
甚至是你的行為、你的思想
And you change the way
於是你改變
You think youre changing what you perceive the world
你的思維方式，改變從這個世界中領悟到的東西
Build a ton
構建一座
People change people change priorities change
人們和重點都會改變的城鎮
And the way people
和人們
Kind of treat you
對待你的方式
Also changes once they get what they want you
以及他們曾經想得到的
Know
懂嗎
Everybody gets your chancellor
每個人都是自己的首席大臣
Everybodys gonna get the chance
每個人都將得到機會
Whether you play ball whether you play football
不管你是打球的還是踢球的
Whether he walks whether you wrestle
不管你是競走的還是摔跤的
Whether you ****ing swim
或者你是™的游泳的
Whether you want to be
不管你是想成為
The next ****ing Michael fuzz
™的下一個Michael Fuzz
You want to be the next track start
還是下一個單曲明星
You want to be the next ****ing guy that race races
或者是相當一個™的開賽車的
Cars and shit
賽車或是什麼狗屁
If you want to design the best car
如果你想設計個最棒的車
Design the next ****ing phone
設計個最NB的手機
Designing next big laptop the next shoe
設計下一款大型筆記本、下一款鞋
The next sock the next pant the next ****ing hat
襪子、褲子、或是™的帽子
Everybodys gonna get the turn literally
每個人簡直大有機會
And I want everybody
所以我想讓你們
To require this knowledge and require this whole
領悟這份認識、得到我說的所有
Everybody will get the turn
每個人都將有這一天
What you speak to the world and craving
你想迫切對這個世界講的
Is craving and ambition
是渴望、是志向
And wanting anything
是渴望所有
Theres a way to speak to the world
這兒有個和世界對話的方式
If you want
想一下
Something so bad and you speak it into power
這事太糟糕了，但你把它當做力量講了出來
You wish it into power
你把它當做力量變成了希望
Im first handed and I first hen will tell you that
我得第一個給你說
And I putitin my life on it
我把我生活的重心放在了其上
If you want something so bad it will happen
怕什麼便來什麼
Be afraid to blow up your lovers phone
你害怕你愛的人爆發
Its the ones that are annoying that love you
讓你生氣的人大多都是你愛的人
Its the ones that
是那些
Will sit there and
會坐在那裡
And blow up
就會讓你爆發
You blow you up for hours and check on you 24
讓你爆發好久然後全天候地盯著你
7 and annoy the **** out of you that care
讓你感到你的關心都是™的**
Its okay to be annoying
（放心）生氣是很正常的（但他們是你愛的人）
Worst thing comes to worse I ****ing died a tragic
比最糟糕的事兒還糟糕的是我™的死得很慘
Death or some shit and
死了或是啥sh*t
Im not able to
我再也無法
See out my dreams I at least want to know
實現我的理想，但我至少想知道
That the kids
孩子們
Perceived my message
都能收到我想傳達的東西
And were able to make something of themselves
都能去創造屬於他們自己的東西
And able to take my message
都能去心懷我的信念
And use it and turn it into something positive
去實踐它然後將它變成積極的東西
And to at least have a good life
至少能過上好日子對吧
I at least if Im gonna
我至少…如果我
If Im gonna die or ever be a sacrifice
如果我不幸去世甚至是犧牲了
I want to make sure
我想確保
That my life made
我的生命使
At least 5 million kids
至少500萬孩子
Happy or they found
快樂、或者在我的生命中
Some sort of answers or resolve in my life
發現了答案、決心
Regardless of the negative around my name regardless of the bad thingspeople say to me I dont give a ****
這一次，我不會去考慮XXXTENTACION周圍消極的東西，不去考慮人們對我的負面評價，老子根本不在意
Because I know
因為我深深地知道
My goal in the end and I know what I want for everyone
我的終極目標，我知道我想給大家帶來什麼
And I know what my messages
而且我知道我想傳達的是什麼
So I just wanted to say
所以我想說
I appreciate and love all of you and I
我欣賞和愛你們所有人
Believe in you all
並且我相信你們
Do not let your depression make you
不要讓你一時的抑鬱塑造你
Do not let your body define your soul
不讓你的身體定義你的靈魂
let your soul find your body
讓你的靈魂找到你的身體
Your mind is limitless
你的思想是無限的
You are worth
你值得
You are worth more than you could believe
你值得遠比你想像的多
All you have to do is dream
你所需要的就是有夢、有光
All you have to do is want to fulfill that dream
然後去勇敢地追逐、實現
And have the strength
擁有你想擁有的力量