Half Hour

I walk around for one half hour
四處閒逛了半個小時
My thinkings clear at night
我的思緒也安棲在了夜色中
In all the walls I think I hear you
四壁迴響彷若又聽見你話音
Soothing all the time
一直自我安慰著
Ive been let off of work today
今天的工作讓我精疲力竭
But all my plans are flakes
但我的計劃如雪花滿飄
Youre scared and its feels unfair
你惶恐不安心懷不甘
But maybe Ill be brave
但也許我會鼓足勇氣
I think I need you when I die
直到我死去那刻我想我才會需要你
When Ive got no one on my side
直到我眾叛親離摯友盡散之時
I think about it all the time
我一直這麼以為
When I need to
當我只需回溯過往
Get back when I see through lies
當我看穿你的拙劣謊言
This time I scream until I cry
我撕心裂肺直至淚如雨下
Then laugh for hours
轉而又狂笑自己為愛犯了蠢
Like we folded in half
就像你我自此一刀兩斷
I think about it all the time
我一直這麼以為
When I leave you it wont be a clean goodbye
當我離你而去不會有鄭重的告別
I never found a stead refusal
我從不會尋找藉口婉言拒絕
Like gritted through my teeth
欲言又止並非我的風格
You give me time for when Im sinking
我搖曳欲沉時你給我時間
When I fail to please
當我失敗祈求之時
Fighting off your lack of prowess
竭力排斥你的怯懦
You smell like cigarettes
你身上淡淡煙草味道
Reminded me of what you withdrew
提醒著我你曾捨棄的種種
When I hitched my bets
當我緊握著賭注
Slow down
慢下步伐
Show me what youve seen
展現我你所目見之物
No I cant think of you
不我不能再去想起你
Ill only stay so youll feel ok
你若感覺不壞我才甘願停留
But maybe I should move
但也許我不應該再深陷於過往
I think I need you when I die
直到我死去那刻我想我才會需要你
When Ive got no one on my side
直到我眾叛親離摯友盡散之時
I think about it all the time
我一直這麼以為
When I need to
當我只需回溯過往
Get back when I see through lies
當我看穿你的拙劣謊言
This time I scream until I cry
我撕心裂肺直至淚如雨下
Then laugh for hours
轉而又狂笑自己為愛犯了蠢
Like we folded in half
就像你我自此一刀兩斷
I think about it all the time
我一直這麼以為
When I leave you it wont be a clean goodbye
當我離你而去不會有鄭重的告別
Look you say
看著你說道
We gotta stay warm
我們要保持溫暖
Well gotta stay calm
也要保持冷靜
Oh embrace
那就擁抱吧
You got me but I cant tell if you are trying or not
你已得到了我但我不能斷言你已身心投入
I think I need you when I die
直到我死去那刻我想我才會需要你
When Ive got no one on my side
直到我眾叛親離摯友盡散之時
I think about it all the time
我一直這麼以為
When I need to
當我只需回溯過往
Get back when I see through lies
當我看穿你的拙劣謊言
This time I scream until I cry
我撕心裂肺直至淚如雨下
Then laugh for hours
轉而又狂笑自己為愛犯了蠢
Like we folded in half
就像你我自此一刀兩斷
I think about it all the time
我一直這麼以為
When I leave you it wont be a clean goodbye
當我離你而去不會有鄭重的告別