Forgiveness

Just when I thought
就在我以為自己
Id weathered the storm
挺過了風暴的肆虐
Rain starts to pour
卻來了場傾盆大雨
Those same old tears back on my face
面龐又泛起往日的苦意與淚水
No escape, ooh
真是無處可逃啊

Ripped out the page
撕掉這頁廢稿
Rewrote the play
改寫人生劇本
I did away with heroes and villains
冷戰之中英雄與惡棍
And old scores
舊恨及宿怨
From cold wars
都被我一筆勾銷

But the pain isnt done
可苦痛仍在延續
No, no, when battle is won
硝煙尚未平息
So Im running in circles again
故我又重蹈覆轍
Reaching dead ends
進退維谷
I guess Im not over it yet
大概我還沒放下吧

Cause Im, losing my mind
只因在我心中理智已出走
Sometimes I blame you, sometimes I dont
有時我怪你是罪魁禍首有時又不甚在意
Sometimes it flips, so fast I dont know
有時翻臉無情變化無常連自己難以預料

Im looking for signs
我搜尋著路標
For some kinda of highway to letting it go, but
讓我能踏上名為釋懷的捷徑可
Forgiveness is a winding road
寬恕這條路蜿蜒曲折

Dead on my feet
筋疲力盡
Walking these streets
街頭奔走
I swear that Ive been here before
我發誓我好似故地重遊
Each way l turn
可轉身去往何方
Yeah, I never learn
我卻毫無頭緒

Im chasing blue skies
我追逐著湛藍晴空
Cause I only see clouds in my eyes
眼裡只余云卷雲舒
So Im running in circles again
故我又重蹈覆轍
Reaching dead ends
進退維谷
I guess lm not over it yet
大概我還沒釋懷吧

Cause Im, losing my mind
只因在我心中理智已出走
Sometimes I blame you, sometimes I dont
有時我怪你是罪魁禍首有時又不甚在意
Sometimes it flips, so fast I dont know
有時翻臉無情變化無常連自己難以預料

Im looking forsigns
我搜尋著路標
For some kinda of highway to letting it go
讓我能踏上名為釋懷的捷徑
But forgiveness is а winding road
可寬恕這條路蜿蜒曲折
Yeah, oh

Im still looking for that highway
我還在找那條捷徑
Wondering if I went the right way
心中懷疑自己有沒有走錯
But I aint lost
而我並未迷踪失路

Cause Ill be alright
只因我終會是安然無恙
Sometimes I blame you, sometimes I dont
有時我怪你是罪魁禍首有時又不甚在意
Yeah, Im taking two steps back to go forward
我以退為進不惜後退良多

Im looking for signs
我搜尋著路標
For some kinda of highway to letting it go
讓我能踏上名為釋懷的捷徑
Im out of luck, but I still got hope
我黴運纏身卻還有一線希望
Are we nearly there yet? God only knows
彼岸是否還遙遠？上帝才通曉答案
But forgiveness is a winding road
可寬恕這條路蜿蜒曲折