better (也特premix)

Another piece of me that's broken
One more flaw to hate, as if I didn't have enough
All the pressure's got me chokin' up
I try to medicate, but I guess it's not enough
And it's like
One day to the next
I'm holdin' my breath
I'm doin' my best
Oh, I just

I wanna feel, I wanna feel, I wanna feel better
'Cause all along, I've got it wrong
Scared that I'll never be okay
Or have some alright days
I just, I wanna feel, I wanna feel, I wanna feel better
I wanna feel, I wanna feel better
I wanna feel, I wanna feel better

And I don't know which way I'm goin'
'Cause no matter where I turn
I'm never gettin' anywhere
I never came so close to givin' up
But what I'd give to feel anything but numb
It's like
One day to the next
I'm holdin' my breath
I'm doin' my best
Oh, I just

I wanna feel, I wanna feel, I wanna feel better
'Cause all along, I've got it wrong
Scared that I'll never be okay
Or have some alright days
I just, I wanna feel, I wanna feel, I wanna feel better
I wanna feel, I wanna feel better
I wanna feel, I wanna feel better
I wanna feel, I wanna feel, I wanna feel better
I wonder if we'll ever feel better