Harbor

Okay, I'm finished now
我釋然了
And I kept my faith for long enough
我一直相信著
And I hope I'm old and fairly sober
我也期盼著我會更成熟更清醒
If I'm let down
當我在落寞的時候

Maybe you keep me around
也許你會讓我在你身旁
For the constant affirmations
更主動地，熱切地
While I scrounge for understanding
當我祈求著理解與寬恕
And fall out
卻又願望落空的時候

I'll let you win and I'll let you tie
我會讓你獲勝，讓你係上，
The ribbon to my hair
我的緞帶
Just so that we could come back to this if we really cared
以此紀念我們在一起時的光陰
The morning gates stay open
清晨的大門總是敞開
If you had a thought that I'd be there
若你認為我在那的話
(Oh, I'd be there)
（我會在那）

Know we could use a break
我們可稍稍停歇
Because I can't feel my feet
因為我的雙腿已麻木
I carried you all the way upstairs
我將你帶上樓
So you can sleep and I can think
所以你可以休息我也能夠思考

Stand guard
我靜候著
When I am near
當我在身旁的時候
Clinging on to everything you fear
執著於你所畏懼的一切
Keeping me close
靠近我
While you hold me out and say
然而你抱著我，說
I don't love you that way
我不喜歡那樣的你

Harbor myself away from everyone else
強迫自己與世隔絕
I'm half awake and intimate
睡眼朦朧，愛意瀰漫
Eyes closed and I'll commit
閉著眼，我承諾著
What I wish I had with you
那些我與你的浮想聯翩
I'll pretend until it's true
我會裝作全然不知，直到事實出現
I don't love you that way
我不喜歡那樣的你

Swallow the pill, it's only fair that I hear
嚥下藥丸，唯有如此才能清楚地聽見
Know myself better than I have in years
現在我比以前更了解自己
I don't know why I have to defend what I feel
我不知道為何我執著於隱藏我的感受
I try
我嘗試著

Stand your guard
我靜候著
When I am near
當我在身旁的時候
Loathe me until
厭惡我吧
You're reminded of the deal
直到你想起
One of us knows
唯有我們知道的約定
When you hold me out and say
然而你抱著我，說
You don't love me that way
我不喜歡那樣的你