Caterpillar and the Barbed Wire

I want to fly, I want to feel my life
我想飛翔，我想感受我的生命
Still belongs to me no matter what
無論怎樣生命都只屬於我
I want to fly, I want to flap my wings
我想飛翔，我想揮動我的雙翼
And cause a hurricane in your heart
在你的心中掀起一場颶風
In your heart
在你的心中
(It's true or false?)
(這樣是對還是錯？)
Butterflies, better lies than hate
蝴蝶，敷衍總比怨恨要好
But I can't pretend anymore
可惜我無法繼續假裝
I'm tired of suppressing all of my needs
我已厭倦了壓抑自己的渴望
I want to belong to the cloudless sky
我渴望屬於那晴空
Not to the shaded ground
而非這陰暗的地面
(It's true or false?)
(這樣是對還是錯？)
Not to the shaded ground
而非這陰暗的地面
But it's so hard to admit
但是令我難以啟齒的是
That I lived without your light
沒有你的光芒我的生活籠罩著一層陰影
Trying not to believe that I need it more
試著放下需要它的念頭
Now the bleeding won't stop
現在我血流不止
For I struggled through the barbed wire
只因我在鐵絲網中掙扎
Trying not to believe that I need your love
我試圖相信不再需要你的愛
Trying not to believe in love
試圖不再相信愛
I wanted to turn into a butterfly
我渴望變成蝴蝶
But I couldn't trust you enough
但我對你的信任有所動搖
I was tired of suppressing all of my needs
我厭倦了壓抑自己的渴望
I wanted to belong to the cloudless sky
晴空才是我的歸屬
Not to the shaded ground
而非這陰暗的地面
Not to the shaded ground
這陰暗的地面
(It's true or false?)
(這樣是對還是錯？ )
But it's so hard to admit
但是令我難以啟齒的是
That I lived without your light
沒有你的光芒我的生活籠罩著一層陰影
Trying not to believe that I need it more
試著放下需要它的念頭
Now the bleeding won't stop
我現在血流不止
For I struggled through the barbed wire
只因我在鐵絲網中掙扎
Trying not to believe that I need your love
試圖相信我不再需要你的愛
Trying not to believe in love
試圖不再相信愛
But it got me now
可是我現在深陷其中