Change

Now in these cynical times are stereotypical minds
Got me falling from my pinnacle the minute I climb
Now these subliminal thoughts got individuals blind
Im trying to look beyond the lies just to see what Ill find
Im like a fly way in a cave another hour in the maze
Ill cover to the power, my criminal ways
The sun is ******ning but Im catching minimal rays
Its time for me to bloom out of this childish phase
My life is like a battle that Ill probably never win
Cause I keep thinking big and risking everything
Lifes a challenge and I wonder if Ill ever find the balance
Mixed emotions and confusion topped off with many talents
Sometimes I wonder if Ill ever change
Can I change, Will I change or am I always gonna be the same
I blame the world for making me such a freak
But the world wants to blame it on me
（My life is twisted）Sometimes I wonder if Ill ever change

Can I change, Will I change or am I always gonna be the same
I blame the world for making me such a freak
But the world wants to blame it on me
（My life is twisted）
My fingers pointing in the mirror Im the one now （one now）
I see my shadow in the sun dial （sun dial）
Am I really out to change put my freedom in a cage
Slow down, Man I got a son now
Its nothing new they all said it, and I knew it
But I had to go through it myself, Im hard headed
But thats the only way that I learn
Get caught in the fire theres no escaping the burn, and it burns
Change this change that, change is full of lies
I remain the same, cant wear a good disguise
Living life looking through my third blind crooked eye
So if I change Id be changing for the worst wouldnt I?
Sometimes I wonder if Ill ever change
Can I change, Will I change or am I always gonna be the same
I blame the world for making me such a freak
But the world wants to blame it on me
（My life is twisted）Sometimes I wonder if Ill ever change

Can I change, Will I change or am I always gonna be the same
I blame the world for making me such a freak
But the world wants to blame it on me
（My life is twisted）

I wanna run but if I run Im only running from myself
Would it be easier if I was someone else? （Changes）
Im like a child playing with matches thats never been burned
Relearning all the lessons that Ive already learned
On a highway To a destination Ive earned
So many exits but I never bothered to turn
Im like a piece of shard glass
Laying on the frame of a window
that was broken by the bricks of pain
Sometimes I feel just like the devils guinea pig
Hes watching me just to see how deep I can dig
I admit Im ****** up and got a lot to learn
So Im dancing in the ashes of the bridges I burn
Sometimes I wonder if Ill ever change

Can I change, Will I change or am I always gonna be the same
I blame the world for making me such a freak
But the world wants to blame it on me
（My life is twisted）Sometimes I wonder if Ill ever change
Can I change, Will I change or am I always gonna be the same
I blame the world for making me such a freak
But the world wants to blame it on me
（My life is twisted）
Sometimes I wonder if Ill ever change （Will I）
Will I ever change （Can I）
Can I ever change （Will I）
Sometimes I wonder if Ill ever change
But the world wants to blame it on me
My life is twisted
Sometimes I wonder if Ill ever change （Will I）
Will I ever change （Can I ）
Can I ever change （Will I）
Sometimes I wonder if Ill ever change
But the world wants to blame it on me
My life is twisted
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