Blessed with a Broken Heart

I know it's my birthday and I should have fun
I'll blow out these candles but I don't wanna
I wish it would hurt when I stumble and fall
The worst part is I don't feel nothing at all
'Cause every time I did and every time
I f**k up somehow I got up again
I hate to admit that this time when I fall up
It ain't getting any better
It ain't getting any worse
They say it won't last forever
Say it hurts but you are blessed with a broken heart
But I ain't feeling any better
I ain't feeling any worse
Don't wanna feel like this forever
I can wait 'til I'm not blessed with a broken heart
No no no no more
No no no no more
The weeks have gone by and I'm playing pretend
'Cause time hasn't healed me I'm not on amend
And I hate to admit that every time
I f**k up I just don't feel anything
I wish that I did but I guess I'm just a f**k up
It ain't getting any better
It ain't getting any worse
Na na na na
They say it won't last forever
Say it hurts but you are blessed with a broken heart
But I ain't feeling any better
I ain't feeling any worse
Na na na na na
Don't wanna feel like this forever
I can wait 'til I'm not blessed with a broken heart
No no no no more
No no no no more
It ain't getting any better
It ain't getting any worse
They say it won't last forever
Say it hurts but you are blessed with a broken heart