Miss Wanna Die (Sherlock Bootleg)

編曲: Sherlock
Awake, I opened my eyes to see
甦醒之時我睜開雙眼
A hospital, so white and clean
醫院是如此蒼白又整潔
I was walking up to the roof, I think
我回想起我曾走在天台上
Then can't recall at all a single thing
然後我失去了記憶
Held a hand for me, you were there
你站在那裡向我伸出手
I know, but couldn't reach
我知道但我碰不到
The me that would fall down all the time
我會一直墜落
But stand and reach my hand to see
你站在那裡試圖抓住我的手
Have you tried crossing over yet?
你有嘗試過越線嗎？
I wanna die, wanna die, but don't really wanna die
我想死去，想死去，但又不想真的死去
You were there, you would care, making me aware
你曾在我身邊，讓我意識到你對我的關心
Every scar, all the blood more and more, they're never done
每一道疤痕，所有流出的血，越變越多，他們從未停止出現
Not enough, not enough
還是不夠，還是不夠啊
I wanna die, wanna die, but don't really wanna die
我好想死掉，好想死掉，但是又真的不想死掉
If I died, you would cry, and I don't know why
如果我消失了，你會哭的吧，儘管我不知道為何
Every scar, all the blood more and more, they're never done
每一道傷疤，所有流過的血，越來越多，他們永無盡頭
Not enough, not enough
還不夠，還遠遠不夠啊——
I wanna live, wanna live, deep inside I've always been
我想活下去，我想活下去，內心深處一直盼望如此
Reaching out for a hand, so don't let this be the end
我需要幫助，請不要讓這成為一切的終點
Mushrooms growing on my head, still remember even then
我的頭上長出了蘑菇，卻還是記得那些時候
Where you are when I'm dead?
我死後你在哪裡？
I wanna die, wanna die, but don't really wanna die
我想離開了，離開吧，但我不想真的離開這世界
You were there, you would care, you know it really isn't fair
你曾在我身邊，你會在乎，你知道這真的很不公平
Every time I forgot, you remain inside my thoughts
每次我遺忘的時候，你會再次浮現在我的腦海
Not enough, not enough
還不夠，還不夠