I Dont Want You To See This (PineappleCITI Remix)

Perfect, its what I strive for
Hide all of the bad
The evidence of before
I gotta hide from you
From everybody (From you)

Automatic since I was young
Had to be a parent
Cause my parents werent enough
Ive been conditioned to be sad
Too fake it all, to stay mad

So look at my house
Look at my car
Look at my smile
Isnt it nice
Isnt it deceiving
Look my job, making these songs
You think Id be happy but Im not
Isnt so nice
Isnt it deceiving
I dont want you to see this
Its me falling to pieces
Close your eyes
Focus on my lies
I dont want you to see this
Its me falling to pieces
Close your eyes
Pretend that Im fine
I dont want you to see this
Ive been going through some things I dont want you to see
And Im finna lose it, only one that knows is me
Skeletons, theyre dancing next to Chanel in my closet
Theyre my only company, thats if Im being honest
Smoking runtz now, keep emotions on the d low
Way too faded, Im sedated, vices help me reload
The clips full in the pistol, dont make me bang one in the air
Close my eyes, Im well aware
I dont want you to see this ( Cause I dont even want the man upstairs to see this)
Its me falling to pieces
Close your eyes
Focus on my lies
I dont want you to see this
Its me falling to pieces
Close your eyes
Pretend that Im fine
I dont want you to see this
I dont want you to see this, see this
I dont want you to see this, see this

(I dont want you to see this)
(I dont want you to see this)