California Sober

Cashin' in my chips for forgiveness
我曾用手中籌碼換取寬恕
Trading in my shame for perspective
拋卻羞恥心換取獨立思考
Tired of being known for my sickness
我實在是疲於只因那些缺陷為人知曉
It didn't work, I'm tryin' something different, I
這些都不管用我要試試新的辦法了

治愈讓我追尋自由
Healing got me lookin' for freedom
快樂曾經轉瞬即逝
Happiness it used to be fleeting
歷史曾經不斷重演
History was always repeating
但是這些都不會再繼續了
Not anymore
我如今處於加州式清醒之中

這並不意味著我不再成長了
I'm California sober
人生不是什麼單調黑白而是五彩斑斕
It doesn't have to mean the growin' part is over
我才意識到這一點而我如今處於加州式清醒之中
No, it ain't black or white, it's all of the colors
加州式清醒
That I only just discovered, now I'm California sober
我曾經活在對失敗的恐懼之中
California Sober
但是為完美而活根本就不是生活

我如今不再那樣心急腳步輕快
Used to live in fear of always slipping
真是個美好而又有魔力的全新開始
But living for perfection isn't living, I
治愈讓我追尋自由
I ran a little slower, now I'm tripping, I
快樂曾經轉瞬即逝
A beautiful and magical beginning, I
歷史曾經不斷重演

但是這些都不會再繼續了
Healing got mе lookin' for freedom
我如今處於加州式清醒之中
Happiness, it used to be fleeting
這並不意味著我不再成長了
History was always rеpeating
人生不是什麼單調黑白而是五彩斑斕
Not anymore
我才意識到這一點而我如今處於加州式清醒之中

加州式清醒
I'm California sober
我曾用判斷力換取自由
It doesn't have to mean the growin' part is over
曾經苦苦找尋新的信仰
No, it ain't black or white, it's all of the colors
我內心如今有什麼正在嘶吼著
That I only just discovered , now I'm California sober
“別再這麼逼著自己了”
California Sober
仰望天空有什麼已悄然變換

我沉重的靈魂輕輕浮起
Trading judgment for freedom
我終於找回自我
Found somethin' new to believe in
我如今處於加州式清醒之中
Somethin' inside of me screaming
這並不意味著我不再成長了
Don't be so hard on yourself
人生不是什麼單調黑白而是五彩斑斕
Look up, somethin' has shifted
我才意識到這一點而我如今處於加州式清醒之中
My heavy spirit is lifted
加州式清醒
I found myself
加州式清醒

加州式清醒
I'm California sober
Doesn't have to mean the growin' part is over
No , it ain't black or white, it's all of the colors
That I only just discovered, now I'm California sober
California Sober
California Sober
California Sober