pap ill on

All dressed up, no place to run
整裝待發，無處可逃
No car, no girl, no pills, no fun
沒有車，沒有女孩，沒有藥丸，很無趣
Nothing to do in this empty room
在這空房間裡無事可做
I gotta get my head together soon
我需要盡快清醒一點

獨自一人，沒有計劃，沒有朋友
Alone again, no plans, no friends
你十點半過來
You come around at half past ten
說：“別來無恙？
You say 'How are you holding up my friend?
又開始酗酒了嗎？ ”
Are you sitting around getting drunk again?'
我聽出了你言語中的絕望

浪費時間，虛度光陰
And I hear the desperation of those lines
呃，嗯，我一直很好！
Wasted hours, others wasted time
一個多小時之後我們走出家門
Uh, yeah, I been just fine!
我們從二樓摔倒

搖晃著，呻吟著
Then were out the door in an hour more
我們詞不達意
We stumble down from the second floor
你生硬的拽著我的襯衫
And were swaying, braying
我發誓這並不痛
We dont know what were saying
當你那樣凝視著的時候，就會裝出這種動作

你搪塞了之後收回了手
And you grab my shirt, your way so curt
我感覺彷彿我做錯事了一樣
I swear to God that this doesnt hurt
你離開之後我好想你
When you stare like that, you put on that act
我希望我有膽量去大叫
You say something and then you take it back
你知道，事情不是總像它看起來那樣

當你離開的時候，我好想你能留下
And I feel as though Ive done something wrong
不要留我在這裡踱步祈禱
Oh, how I miss you when youre gone
這些夜裡我浴火重生

你覺得我吸取了教訓
And I wish I had the guts to scream
你總是裝作你想要的樣子
You know , things arent always what they seem
我想這對我沒有意義
When you walk away, I want to stay
我無法忍受你看著我的樣子
Dont leave me here to pace and pray
穿著那件衣服

我猜我可能已經很幸福了
All these nights I burnt, hours I turned
如果我以前不是一團糟的話
You think that by now Id learnt
我真是一團糟
That youre only what you pretend to be
我真是一團糟
I guess that was just lost on me
我真是一團糟

我真是一團糟
I cant stand the way you look at me
In that dress
Oh, happy, alright I might be, I guess
If I wasnt such a mess

Im such a mess
Im such a mess
Im such a mess
Im such a mess