The Never

Heard it's the darkest before the dawn
The calmest before the storm
My blackness a bulls**t magnet
No wonder these shawtys on
Wonder where we went wrong
Not really I'm puffing strong
Tried tactics like counting backwards
But noticed they not along
My gas tank look like supermodels stomachs
But at least I got the drive
I could never reach the public
I used to dream bout lovers
But dating's bad for my budget
It's hard enough that I'm heartless
I sleep on every discussion
See myself is the meaning
Get out of everyone's dream
So influenced by train wreck
We picking up steam
It's like 'choo choo'
Reminiscing over bottles
Breaking down doors that they would never let us through
I seen them dirt roads
But I ain't scared of water
It gets hard to maintain
When you think that you lost it
No no no no
I won't quit
Cause the journey forever
But if you can see
Follow me to the never
I seen them dirt roads
But I ain't scared of water
It gets hard to maintain
When you think that you lost it
No no no no
I won't quit
Cause the journey forever
But if you can see
Follow me to the never
Feel my life's a commercial
I'm only channeling demons
I'm needing bills for my bills
This busload's obviously peakin'
'Ain't that blind to the bulls**t
I just rather not see it
Steady wantin' my fix
But won't admit that I'm tweakin'
I fell asleep in the deep end
But now I'm 'floating while dreaming'
So if you call I won't answer
And tell you is the reason
People change like the seasons
But I'm more static than TV's
And more emphatic than peewee
But really ballin like D3
See they try and burst my bubble
I guess I'm not that pop enough
Heard my s**t was proper
Isolate me from the populous
Never rock a leopard been myself
And now they spotted us
And now them gang bangers sound like swedish house mafia's
Buyin' real estate, but ***** I need my credit
Ain't talkin' MGK but I'm established on a record
Who dem shawties break their neck for
Cause I'm grinding clips on sheckler
You cross me better bless up
Send sixteens before the stretcher
Then I'm gone
I seen them dirt roads
But I ain't scared of water
It gets hard to maintain
When you think that you lost it
No no no no
I won't quit
Cause the journey forever
But if you can see
Follow me to the never
I seen them dirt roads
But I ain't scared of water
It gets hard to maintain
When you think that you lost it
No no no no
I won't quit
Cause the journey forever
But if you can see
Follow me to the never
Full schedule work a triple double ballin' on a budget
Bills comin' call it fast money gone before I touch it
**** the struggle ***** imma hustle for my mozzarella
Sweet 16's tryna rack up to a Kinciettia
Mic checka livin check to check like diamond yera bera
Missin legends teachin ****** lessons over instrumentals
Never been defeated they can't beat me I'm so acapella
Who better you better do better cause I' m playin' for keeps
Chasin' my dreams and I'm prayin'for sleep
I'm lookin for war and the prayin' for peace
Probably wouldn't last 7 days on me street cause s**t these ****** is weak
Run with the beats runnin my team
Lookin' for beef cause there's nothing to eat
I'm doin the most cause I'm makin' the least
I ride for the team and the rest obsolete
Its just what it is and you know what I mean
My youngin' a g doin' anything rap for the cheese
That's just how he is and I know what it mean
I feel like his future depending on me
If I don't make a way he could be dead by 19
Yeah sometimes think I over think good ****
Put my mind at ease set my soul free
Good trees for a low fee keep it lowkey dough flow put a hole key in a 16
Watch the dome with a rhyme scheme but that crime king
You can play God but just be warned my ****** blast for me
Yo you can play god just be warned man
I seen them dirt roads
But I ain't scared of water
It gets hard to maintain
When you think that you lost it
No no no no
I won't quit
Cause the journey forever
But if you can see
Follow me to the never
I seen them dirt roads
But I ain't scared of water
It gets hard to maintain
When you think that you lost it
No no no no
I won't quit
Cause the journey forever
But if you can see
Follow me to the never