Devastation and Reform

Fear can drive stick
恐懼讓我添油加檔
And its taking me down this road
帶我駛向這路的遠方
A road down which
漫無盡頭
I swore Id never go
曾發誓禁錮雙足
And here I sit
現在卻癱坐在某處的我
Thinking of God knows what
思考這一切上帝是否知道
Afraid to admit
沒有承認的勇氣
I might self-destruct
只有自我毀滅的心
So lock the windows
所以請鎖緊你的窗
And bolt the door
關緊你的門
cause Ive got enough problems
我的問題太多
Without creating more
不想繼續闖禍
I feel like I was born
我與生俱來的本領
For devastation and reform
就是摧毀，再重建
Destroying everything I loved
毀滅我愛的所有
And the worst part is
最痛苦莫過
I pour my heart out, reconstruct
就算把心掏出重塑
And in the end its nothing but
也只弄出一團
A shell of what I had
徒有其表的軀殼
when I first started
彷彿曾經的我

狠狠傷到我的總是自己
Usually Ill cause my own first hit
在我看來
It seems to me
這也許是輕微的受虐傾向
to be slightly masochistic
人生將多麼平淡
But thered be no story
如果沒有這樣的墮落
Without all this descension
所以我要惹是生非
So I inflict the conflict
所以我要停止思考
With the utmost of intentions
所以請鎖緊你的窗
So lock the windows
關緊你的門
And bolt the door
我的問題太多
cause Ive got enough problems
不想繼續闖禍
Without creating more
我與生俱來的本領
I feel like I was born
就是摧毀，再重建
For devastation and reform
毀滅我愛的所有
Destroying everything I loved
最痛苦莫過
And the worst part is
就算把心掏出重塑
I pour my heart out, reconstruct
也只弄出一團
And in the end its nothing but
徒有其表的廢物
A shell of what I had
彷彿曾經的我
when I first started
感謝主
Thank you God
讓我頓悟
For giving me the insight
我想我會
So I might make
改過彌補
These wrongs right
我清楚
If and when
總有機會
There ever is a next time
因為挫折只是偽裝的祝福
cause failure is a blessing in disguise
把我的心掏出，重塑
Pour my heart out, reconstruct
也只弄出一團
And in the end its nothing but
沒有靈魂的軀殼
A shell of what I had
彷彿曾經的我
when I first started
沒有靈魂的軀殼
A shell of what I had
彷彿曾經的我
when I first started
我與生俱來的本領
I feel like I was born
就是摧毀，再重建
For devastation and reform
毀滅我愛的所有
Destroying everything I loved
最痛苦莫過
And the worst part is
把我的心掏出，重塑
I pour my heart out, reconstruct
也只弄出一團
And in the end its nothing but
沒有靈魂的軀殼
A shell of what I had
彷彿曾經的我
when I first started
彷彿曾經的我
When I first started
沒有靈魂的軀殼
A shell of what I had
彷彿曾經的我
when I first started