I Need Control

Every time that I try to speak
It feels so calculated

IfI say what I really mean

Its like you see me naked

Not a word until I was three
The doctors were elated

Thank God there was nothing wrongAnd everythings fine
Always on the edge of my seat

Never the right position

Check the doors are locked one two threeFlip on and off the switches

Something bad could happen to meHouse will burn if I didnt
Make sure that the stove was offNow everythings fine

I need control
I need control

What willI do
IfI lose

My mind
Hurt someone else

Or myself

Im terrified

These crazy thoughts
They wont stop

Oh my
I feel the worst in me

Better tread carefully

I need control
Everybody please disappear

Im feeling claustrophobic
Way past capacity in here
Hard to be easy-going
Suffocatings my biggest fear

I cant breathe in this clothing
Leave before something goes wrongAnd everythings fine

I need control oh oh oh ooh
I need control oh oh oh ooh
What willI do
IfI lose

My mind

Put someone else

On myself

Im terrified

These crazy thoughts
They wont stop
Oh my

I feel the worst in me

Better tread carefully
What willI do

IfI lose

My mind
Put someone else

On myself
Im terrified

These crazy thoughts

They wont stop

Oh my
I feel the worst in me
Better tread carefully
I need control
Make a mistake
Ill go insane
What can I say

Im a perfectionist
Slave to my brain
Circle the drain
What can I say

Get me a therapist

IneedIneedIneedIneed
Get me a therapist

Get me a therapist
IneedIneedIneedIneed

IneedIneedIneedIneed

IneedIneedIneedIneed

I need I need I need control

IneedIneedIneedIneed
IneedIneedIneedIneed

IneedIneedIneedIneed
I need I need I need control