Loser

I been smoking too much like every day
Who would've thought
That these drugs don't really numb all the pain
My eyes stay shut but I still see your face
I'm still so miserable
Still feel unfulfilled
And I've been smoking too much like every day
Since fifteen think it's rotting my brain
I got my windows closed but I still hear the rain
I don't like myself anymore
Think I've changed
And while you sit there drunk on the side of the pave
Do you ever think about those times in the cage
With your friends in the sun oh those times they have changed
Now I'm sitting on my own thinking of life on a stage
Thinkin of life on a stage
These days I'm alone
Take 3 blunts to the face
Spend my days blazed just thinking of life in the states
Shoutout jj
I'm tryna record everyday
I think I'm going straight to hell for those two years
If you didn't know I'm sad you must be new here
Cliche dyed hair
I'm a loser
Forever screaming on my own at a computer
I'm a loser and I know it
Got it tatted on my sleeve just to show how much I own it
Stay glued to my computer
Writing sad songs and playing first-person shooters
Watch me self-destruct
Catch me yelling'nerf this'
While I'm rolling up another blunt
I used to do this for fun
Now I do this on account of all of my bad luck
I been smoking too much like every day
Who would'a thought that these drugs don't really numb all the pain
My eyes stay shut but I still see your face
I'm still so miserable
Still feel unfulfilled
I'm still so miserable<比如>still feel unfulfilled<比如>i don't even know what IM fighting for<比如>