On Edge

You think
I've gone to far this time?
Tossed to the wolves, for another feeding frenzy
If you could see what's going on inside
You'd probably second guess me my dark secret
So tell me what is this all about?
What is this call to arms?
To test me?
Take what you need from me
Discard the rest, but
I wont go peacefully
I'm on the edge again
Of breaking down in a world gone crazy
I'm on the edge again
And it's a mystery how it does not phase me
So tell me how did you think
I would react?
I'm a pawn in this game and it's far from over
This contradiction in terms makes it worse
Been pushed to the edge kicked down knocked over
Well here we stand again, and again, and again
How's it end? is this the best of it?
You've made it clear my friend
That this is the end when all ties are broken
Now taking a step back
It's not alright
What's been left behind
Now looking down a new avenue
Hoping to see the signs
Now taking a step back
What's not alright?
Taking it one step at a time