Leave but Don't Go

I've been fighting with myself but I'm losing lately
我一直在自我苦苦掙扎，但終歸於事無補
And you know that I've put my back against the door
既然我已經倚在門邊了
Shut you out, don't wanna say the wrong things
還是求你出去吧，我沒什麼好說的了
I don't speak what's on my mind that much,
心口不一的我總是說錯話
I know you hate that
這樣的我你一定厭倦了吧
And when you try to pull the words from my mouth
你試圖想從我嘴裡聽出真話
You know I hate those days when I wake and I mess
但我真的很討厭亂七八糟一無是處的自己
Up my make-up 'cause I' m mad at things for no reason
就算努力振作依然毫無理由的厭倦著一切
Twist all your words,
曲解你的意思
Make it seem like the worst for the hell of it
違心的說我們只是玩玩
I'm sorry, but
真的很對不起
All I can say is, I'm complicated
但我也不知道自己怎麼了
And you get what I'm like 'cause you're staying
在你面前的就是這樣一個亂七八糟的我
Even though I don't know why I say it
即使我自己也不知道為何會說出這樣傷人的話
Want you to leave, but don't go
希望你走開，但請別真的離開我
Want you to leave, but don' t go, no, no no
希望你走開，但別真的離開我好嗎
Want you to leave, but don't go
希望你走開，但答應我別真的離開
It can go a couple weeks
只要幾週就好
From the day that I say I need space
給我一點自我整理的空間
And you know that we don' t talk but you'll wait
這段冷靜期請耐心的等待一下
'Cause you know that we gonna be okay (ooh)
你知道我們總會度過難關的對吧
When all I want is to be on my own,
讓我一個人好好地想想
I know you're right there
我知道你會等在原地
On the flip side of my bedroom door
總會回到我身邊的
You know I hate those days when I wake and I mess
我真的很討厭亂七八糟一無是處的自己
Up my make-up ' cause I'm mad at things for no reason
就算努力振作依然毫無理由的厭倦著一切
Twist all your words,
曲解你的意思
Make it seem like the worst for the hell of it
違心的說我們只是玩玩
I'm sorry, but
真的很對不起
All I can say is, I'm complicated
但我也不知道自己怎麼了
And you get what I'm like 'cause you're staying
在你面前的就是這樣一個亂七八糟的我
Even though I don't know why I say it
即使我自己也不知道為何會說出這樣傷人的話
Want you to leave, but don't go
希望你走開，但請別真的離開我
Want you to leave, but don't go, mm
希望你走開，但別真的離開我好嗎
Want you to leave, but don't go
希望你走開，但答應我別真的離開
I hate those days when something's off with me
我很討厭這段反常無比的日子
Don't know what's up with me
到底是哪裡出了問題
All I can't say, but you guess and
我不能保證，但請你一定相信
You know I'm better than the days when I wake and I mess
我一定會好起來的
Up my make-up 'cause I'm mad at things for no reason
就算努力振作依然毫無理由厭倦一切的我
Twist all your words,
曲解你的意思
Make it seem like the worst for the hell of it
違心的說我們只是玩玩
I'm sorry, but
真的很對不起
All I can say is, I'm complicated
但我也不知道自己怎麼了
And you get what I'm like 'cause you're staying
在你面前的我就是這樣的亂七八糟
Even though I don't know why I say it
即使我自己也不知道為何會說出這樣傷人的話
Want you to leave, but don't go
希望你走開，但請別真的離開我
(I hate those days when something's off with me)
（我很討厭這段脫離軌道的日子）
(Don't know what's up with me, I can't say)
（到底是哪裡出問題了呢）
Want you to leave, but don't go, no, no no
希望你走開，但請別真的離開我
Want you to leave, but don't go
希望你走開，但別真的離開我好嗎