godhalf (333)

[Chorus]
Knew when I locked with those eyes what I wanted to be
I know they watch at night from the end of the street
I hope she lives this life though we never will meet
I know they laugh and hide in the darker than me
Its just a dumb, dumb life that you wanted to lead
Cant swim cant fly so you live in between
Will it be alright at a thousand degrees
Those hands still grab what they cant even see
[Verse 1]
Lately, I been feeling really masculine
I want boobs, want to feel up on the baddest chick
Being honest, I dont wanna bе with average
Is that a standard or an ego that I battlе with
I cant tell, baby you know that Im adamant
I meant well, so I dont know why youre mad at it
My brothers in jail no my father wasnt having it
Kicked him out, now he living with a crowd of kids
[Bridge]
People are evil, that much Ive learned
My mother hates how I bear her curse
She loves me a lot but she hits me the worst
Imma free my siblings, hope theyre not hurt
First beating I remember from my father
Was when I came home from school and I aint say hi to stepmother
Now my brother undercover acting like he really loved her
And she told me pack my bags, delete my Facebook; dont tell others
So I took my clothes and I packed them
She says dont you pack the clothes that I bagged bruh
I thought she meant to leave the clothes that she got us
So I packed the shit I came with and dad bruh
That nigga walked in likewhyd you lie on her
Said she told me pack my shit cause I aint say hi to her
Then she said 'I never said that'
Like what you mean you never said that?
I got beat that day
For something I aint say
Now Im older yay
And I got shit to say
I got beat that day
For something I aint say
Now Im older yay
And I got shit to say
[Chorus]
Knew when I locked with those eyes what I wanted to be
I know they watch at night from the end of the street
I hope she lives this life though we never will meet
I know they laugh and hide in the darker than me
Its just a dumb, dumb life that you wanted to lead
Cant swim cant fly so you live in between
Will it be alright at a thousand degrees
Those hands still grab what they cant even see