Loving You Silently

You always said Id break your heart (one day, one day)
Aint it funny how the roles reversed?
I shouldve known it from the start (no way, no way)
I was never gonna put me first
No use in holding you from afar
If Ill just be opening other scars
If missin mes hell
Then there isnt much else I can do
So Ill go on, loving you silently
Youre not the one but youre still a part of me
We never won, and never even really got to try
So you go on living inside of me
Watch from the front, instead of beside of me
You had to run, and never even got to say goodbye
I flatterred you to make a plan
But theres no clarity in smoke and dust
It hurts me but I understand
Cant love you enough for the both of us
No use in holding you from afar
If Ill just be opening other scars
If missin mes hell
Then there isnt much else I can do
So Ill go on, loving you silently
Youre not the one but youre still a part of me
We never won, and never even really got to try
So you go on living inside of me
Watch from the front, instead of beside of me
You had to run, and never even got to say goodbye
I know bout your wounds
Know they need tending to
I cared for you
Wasnt pretending to
Hope it was true
The way you said you loved me every night
I know about your flaws
Would have been fine with me
You dont want help
I shouldnt have tried to be
Im just myself
And now Ill be sayin goodbye