Yours Truly

One two one two
You test my patience
I hope you make it
I'm living better than the rest of the dudes who don't pay no dues, they break it
Awaken
My soul
Banging like bongos
These headaches don't stop yo
No patience, no console
Losing all my conciousness
Wake up feeling nauseous, ****
I wasted all my pocket lint
So I can feel incompetent
Low key
Bringing cold ****
Switching up to that potent
****, I believe I was chosen
To kick this **** til' I'm broken
These beats bang when I can't sleep
Thinkin bout what can't be
Like other planets
Acid trips
Retaliate with pacisifists
Euphoria don't let me lose
I'm falling through with bad news
Buzz on me like tatoos
Too far to jump back to
My old ways
Walked through life the cold way
Stumbling through the whole day
I'm jumping to the basics
Wondering if I'll make it
Or is this time just wasted
Cause things dont always work out like you want them to
And people here are crazy who you talking to
Need to awake it
Changes to be made quick
Before this time is wasted
Feeling like I could die in a few minutes
I be building up to get finished
Lost in my sinning
My goals in my vision
Trying to figure out what is and what isn't
Looking at the mirror
My I've grown
And I thrive and though I just cope
About to live slow and die old
But with this hand I might fold
Out of the country feeling like a junkie
Thinking how the **** some people live comfy
Want to the see the bright side, but **** ugly
Twenty six dead like twenty miles from me
That's why I break away and it's safe to say
That today was cold but tomorrow is freezing
Hold me down I'm wide awake
Got mad complaints but at least I'm breathing
I'll cope
And grow
Even when these days go up and down and move around so slow
To the hope
I'll hope
It won't ever ever ever ever ever let it go
Everyday is a blessing
Everyday is depressing
Contradictions keep me sweating
And I'm always second guessing
Feeling restless
Yeah I'm restless
Freaking out with every sentence
My stress hits
My duty
To give you yours truly__Fel